Walking into class I find a seat at the back of the class, I turn around and see Cameron taking a seat with one of his friends, I sigh and sit down. Maybe sitting alone won't be to bad. I see the blond 'toad' from before, she marches to the back of the room right to my desk! I realise there were no other seats available she drops her books onto the desks. "Oh if it isn't the little gutter rat who is trying to steal my boyfriend" I don't reply, "ooooh lost for words are we" I really want Cameron to hear this.
"Please just shut up"
"Why should I " she asks
"I didn't know he was your boyfriend" I say getting quite annoyed.
"Oh everybody look the little rat has attitude" she laughs, everybody turns around. Instead of fighting back I stand up and leave the class, I can hear Cameron running after me calling my name, I run into a bathroom and lock the door. 'Knock, knock' I stay silent.
"Becca, please open the door, I know your in there"
"Why don't you go talk to your girlfriend" I sharply reply
"I am talking to her, please open the door so I can see her face"
"No"
"Well I'm not leaving until you do" I look around the bathroom, my eyes settle on something hidden in the corner; matches. My old school was a private school so they didn't tolerate matches or knives and they would regularly have bag, locker and uniform checks. I grab the box of matches an light one I feel the burning sensation on my skin......this is for almost falling in love again, I press harder.......this is for the blonde toad called Chelsea, I press harder..... I feel satisfied with my burn which is slowly blistering, I roll my sleeve down, hide the matches and open the door.
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Am I capable to love again?
FanfictionBecca moves to LA to forget her past, will her past come back to haunt her and will she have someone to help her or will it all go downhill?
