Learning To Love Myself (Vkook)

Im not okay...

I laying here.....am I dead just like that I see white light I must be going to heaven right? Then I hear him the most beautiful deep voice well my boyfriends voice "Baby I-it's gonna be okay! I'm so sorry I-i shouldn't have left you j-Jungkook....I love you come on s-stay with me.." I started to smile then I open my eyes. Tae was crying he was still taking then we kept going but they made him stop following us. " T-Taehyung..." I weakly said as I lost sight of him then my vision went black again.

I start to slowly wake up it's comfy like my bed but it smells like the hospital I know that because I've been many times. I hear a deep warm voice singing to me "I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry my sister sumgyeo dogamchwodo Ji wae ji ji an a So cry~ Please Dry my eyes~" but the voice was weak and teary I open my eyes " T-Tae why are y-why are you crying!?" I tried sitting up but the pain was to much " J-Jungkook w-wait-" he popped up " A-ah!" I yelped in pain. " Don't get up please lay down....shhh..." a tear fell down his face " Tae please tell me what's happening to me..." I started to cry due to pain.

" Ji Woo...cur you really bad Kookie it got in your stomach so they had to remove it from you inside and out and there w-will be a permanent scar...I-it's all my fault i-i should have been there t-to p-protect y-you...." he sobbed holding onto my shoulder little did I know the other boys where standing there in disbelief they had never seen Tae this emotional it's a big shock.

I started to hold onto Tae feeling a sharp pain in my stomach then I hear the beeps veering faster the monitor my heart rate was going high then lowered but it didn't stop lowering it kept getting lower. " Kook?...Kook??...Kook?! ...KOOK!!!" I hear faint screams.

Then the white light again flowers beyond my imagination fields beyond fields so beautiful. Is this heaven.

'Beep' then silence 'beeeep' then more silence 'Beep,Beep,Beep,Beep' and my eyes shot open and I see scared and worried looks around there room"

"Ireona! IREONA!!!! I R E O N A!!" I heard and shot my eyes up and looked at Tae "Help.." I managed to say and then my body started to shake and I went under again.

God may be pulling you up to heaven and Satin may be pulling you to hell and the Angels could be pulling you into earth right now I'm in the middle.

Heaven.
Earth.
Hell.

"Help. Please. Someone...can anyone hear me!!!!"

I wake up. In my bed safe and sound.

I felt warmness on my side as I shift my eyes over its Tae hugging me and I lift up my shirt there isn't anything there. "Go back to sleeep..." He wined.

" T-Tae can I ask what date it is?"

" December 14th 2019"

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I meant to put 2019 btw sorryy for the wait