Learning To Love Myself (Vkook)

Earning Hatred

⚠️Bullying,Mentions Cutting,Mentions suicide

The streets empty with silence,no cars in the road finally silence from my loud home I was the only one on the sidewalk until I heard laughter from behind the only laughter that always made my body go completely still in fear. It was Beong-Joon's laughter and his friends it filled my ears and it was laughter I never liked, they where laughing at me.

Soon I stopped I heard them get closer I tried to start walking but I couldn't, I couldn't move a muscle.

Soon I was on the floor my hole body face to the ground I turned around and saw Beong-Joon's evil grin soon his trio of boys started laughing.

"Look at his ugly ass cloths!!"

"you mean his ugly ass face!!"

" HEY FAG"

There insults filled my head I knew I was strong enough to get them off but I couldn't I was weak I hadn't eaten in 3 days I didn't have the strength.

I laid there in silence until I tried getting up mid way he kicked me in the stomach knocking me back blowing the wind out of me. I started to get dizzy they started to kick my sides which brought me back to reality. I struggled hard I tried to defend myself so I curled into a ball all I felt was kicks until I heard a loud strong deep voice instead of their laughter.

" HEY GET OFF HIM!!"

It sounded like a grown man to me but all the boys ran off in terror I couldn't see I was still curled up in a ball. My hands trembling in fear and my eyes closed with tears running down my face I felt the sun in my eyes get blocked by some shadow figure I slowly drifted my eyes to see a boy he looked older and stronger he was really good looking.... But that didn't matter, he had his hand out to help me up I hesitated and then grabbed onto his big hand and he pulled me up my eyes meeting his.

"Are you okay?"

His deep voice made me shake I nodded in response "I'm Kim Taehyung what's your name?" He asked his voice sounded more caring. " J-Jeon Jungk-Kook..." I stuttered,ive never stuttered before my heart started to pound faster my face completely red " Okay Jungkook....can I see something real quick.." he didn't let me answer and slid my long sleeve up revealing my arms filled with cuts and bruises. He froze and then pulled my sleeve down.

"I knew it....you where strong enough to fight them off why didn't you?" He asked worried and I shook my head and grabbed him holding him in a hug "you are the first person w-who ever cared..." he sobbed on his shoulder not noticing he was crying on a stranger.

" It's okay I'm here,I'm here...your going to CliffSide Prep right?" The boy smiled

" Y-Yes how did you know?" He looked at the older earning a small giggle "We wear uniforms silly,This will be my first day and I bet you where planning for it to be your last.." he handed Kook a book that Kook was familiar with it was his diary " H-how did yo-" Kook was dumbfounded "You dropped it a few miles back thankfully those boys didn't care to get it I might have snooped I apologize..." Tae smiled " Listen we need to go here.." he opened a car door it was a Lamborghini "Let's go if you don't mind?" The older gave him that boxy smile that made him warm inside he didn't know why though.

Jungkook hesitantly nodded he had been tricked before and terrible things happened but something inside him felt like Taehyung could be trusted he felt it in his gut. Jungkook hopped in he passenger seat and held his book bag in his lap he buckled up and Tae got in.

"May I ask why?" Tae randomly said in the middle of the drive, Kook looked at him confused then understand " Abusive parents, everyone bullies me and hates me....what's the point anyway...no one loves me..."

" You need to learn to love yourself.."

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A/N- This may be a short chapter srry