I hate you! i love you?

Ashley becomes a personal trainer?? chapter 9

Ariana's POV 

so ashleigh has a new job while we all are going on tour i'm going with the guys on tour to dance with kendork yay me i know you probably think i'm being a bitch from last night but i just don't know where we stand okay?? i'm very broken cause as you all know my ex is alive not dead like i thought he was it's  a lot to take in at one enough about me ashley got this job because she needed something to do while in L.A and she wanted to so i think it's good for her i'm wearing the second black dress again with matching heels my hair is in a long pony tail and after the show kendall wants to take me to eat so i said yes so i'm not being a total bitch {yes he's a dork but dammmmnnn he's a hot dork not only that he's so sweet i just can't help that life hates my guts and loves to see me suffer that's another reason why but i felt guilty for last night so i agreed to dinner i need to get things straight so i don't hurt him} 

After the shower~ 

"so what resturant my lady?" kendall asks i laugh "you're a dork you pick i don't care" i say "i know of a place" he says opening his car door for me i get in and message ashley to see how the new job is going she said it's going great and she has a lot of people at her gym working out she's making more money than her salary by tips because she's amazing she really is she's better than me when i was teaching the guys but we drive for 20mins and pull up to an italian place he opens the door for me i smile and get out we walk in "reservation for schmidt" he says "right this way sir" she says leading us to a table "wait you're the girl who dances with kendall aren't you?" she asks i smile "yeah i'm ariana grande also known for my albums yours truely and dangerous woman" i say she smiles "OMG YOU'RE HER!" she says i laugh "you're a fan?" i ask laughing she smiles "yes you are just amazing you're songs have really helped me" she says i smile "thank you"  i say "you're meals are on the house" she says we smile "you don't have to" i say "no it's no trouble and my boss wanted me to give you a bottle of our finest wine" she says putting it on the table i look shocked as she brings 2 wine glasses "thank you" i say smiling kendall pours us a glass and you can pretty much guess what ended up happening the same as last night seems like we are only good for that but don't want just that i want an actual realtionship but i don't know i'm ready or not 

A/N: i know it's kind of short but i'll update either later tonight or tommrow stay tuned and stay amazing!!!!!!!!!