The End is Near

Days of misery

I KNOW THAT I HAVENT UPDATED IN YEARS BUT IVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS AND I HOPE THAT THIS WILL BRING ME SOME SORT OF THERAPY

Tamami will be two human years old today but hasnt aged a day since I "gave birth" to her. her soft skin and almost expressionless pupils as she listens to her grandfather are the only inclination that she may understand the circumstances that we are in. I am forced to stay here...to love her father so he will not take her from me, I know she sees that we sleep in different beds...she hears my muffled screams when he tries to touch me. The seals on her arms haven't subsided either and neither Irius nor Lucifer will tell me why. My guess is that if i manage to leave she is stuck in this realm.

My sister isn't allowed to visit and every familiar she tries to send message through is killed on site. I don't know why Zeus is doing this to me. Just because I am the goddess of all misery doesn't mean that I myself should constantly be miserable. Thinking back, it has been a full year since I have even seen my other half.

"If you sit on the window sill all day and pout on our daughter's birthday you are only gonna depress her. You know she's an empath."

Speak of the literal devil, he comes my husband Irius.

"Tamami isn't depressed because I am unhappy, we both are unhappy."

The look on Irius' face would scare most women but to me it just meant that a fight was about the destroy another wing of the house like last time.

Tamami stood up on her feet and hobbled over to me, her eyes misted over from witheld tears, and I couldn't help but to pick her up. Her skin is so smooth and so cold that at times I thought she would break, but after her first incident with a needle I found out that her skin was just as real as her soul being linked to mine. The only problem is that I sense that Tamami won't be my only child and the misery will only become worse.

The world has descended into further chaos. Lives are being taken for no good reason, and as much as I love choas, the world must also have a balance which has been lost. The more I thought about it, not much good has been coming from Earth as a whole. Global warming is hotter than ever, and the rivers and oceans are beginning to dry up. Every night I hear the haunting sobs of the people crying to the heavens because of their uncertainly and constant downfall. And yet, I still wont destroy the world, My sister still has hope that the world will get better. My husband Irius though, he wants the planet to blow up so he can have another influx of souls to torment.

Suddenly the seals on Tamami's arms were activated and she was shimmered out of my arms and onto her throne pillow just as the front gate to our castle was swung open.