Chapter 17

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5 minutes later...
You look at the test... oh fuck!!!! (Sorry Joshua :) it came out positive. You chuck it at the mirror which leaves a crack. You slip down onto the ground. How the...what the.. NO! You sat in the bathroom floor for about 10 minutes thinking about how the hell are you gonna tell changkyun!!!

*knock knock* someone was at the door. You look up "who is it?" You ask. "It's mark". You sigh. You can trust mark with anything. So you get up and unlock the door and allow him to come in. Your eyes were puffy and red. Your face was like a lobster. "Omg y/n what's wrong" he says lifting your face up. You look over at the bench where the test laid. He looked over and his eyes widen. You start backing up to the wall. Your head was in your hands. You still couldn't believe it. "Is this for real?" He says picking it up looking at it. You nod "yes I wish it wasn't". He looks at you in confusion. "Who is it to?" He ask walking towards you. You start crying loudly. Then I'm guessing your mum heard you so she ran upstairs to the bathroom. "Mark what the hell did you do to her?!" She screams moving mark out of the way she sees the test in marks hands. She takes it out of marks hands "y/n is this yours?" She says silently. "Well it's not mine" mark says. Your mum rolls your eyes. "Yes mum it is" you say embarrassed. You were still sitting on the ground. "OMG WHAT!!! BABY THIS AMAZING!!!" She screams lifting you up hugging you. Mark laughs but you weren't your boyfriend is an idol he won't have time for the kid. HE barely has time for you. How is he gonna react... maybe... maybe you won't tell him maybe you can go back to Australia and never talk to him again!! Wait no you can't do that... maybe you can just get an abortion. He will never know then. And you won't have to tell him. Wait that's crazy right???
"Who is the lucky man!!!" You mum screams at your face. You snap back to reality. "Oh uhhh. You will meat him one day" you say faking a smile. You then walk to your room and chuck yourself on your bed. The test was on the bed side table you just kept looking at it. So your saying that there is a little tiny baby growing inside of me!!! You groan in annoyance. Why now!!! Why me!!! Why him!!! You end up falling asleep.

Then kihyun walks in an hour later. "Hey y/n" he says waking you up. You wake up yawning. "What's up?" "Mum said you have something exciting to tell me?" He said Sitting on the edge of your bed. Fuck you forgot to tell your mum not to say anything!!! You smile "it's not nothing important nor exciting, can you go get mum please" You ask sitting up. He rolls his eyes "whatever" when he walked out you quickly got your phone out. And texted changkyun.
"Hey, are you busy?"
"Nah not for the rest of the afternoon why?"
"Can we meet up soon?"
"Yeah sure in about an hour?"
"Yes please, at gong cha"
"Sure see you then. I'll text you when I'm there x"
You put your phone down when your mum walked in. "Why didn't you tell kihyun?" She ask sitting down with her arms crossed. How are you gonna say this? "Mum kihyun can not know about this not until I figure something out" you say. She looks at you "why not kihyun?" "Because it might be one of his members—". "OMG Y/N YOUR BABY IS GONNA BE YOUR BROTHERS FRIEND!!!" She screams. You jump up and cover her mouth "shhh mum he could hear you" you say "oh sorry. But who???" You sigh "changkyun". Your mums eyes widen in excitement "omg !!!, hunny this is amazing!!". "No mum it isn't. Changkyun is famous if kihyun finds out he will kill him same with dad and I ant have a kid yet I've barely even lived!" You say chucking your head back and it hits the wall. You wince in pain and start rubbing your head. "Your father would be happy! But with kihyun maybe you should try to keep it a secret for a while. But you have to tell him" your mother says patting your back as she gets up. "Wait m-mum" she turns around looking at you "what if no one ever finds out and I get a—"
-"don't you dare finish that sentence y/n ARE YOU CRAZY GETTING THAT WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE!!!" She screams at you. Tears start building up. "How stupid can you get child. No child of mine is getting an abortion!" She slams door while walking out. Tears fall one by one down your face. Your face went red and your eye shot puffy. You hear your door cream open. You turn away wiping your face then turn around with a smile. You see kihyun your smile fades away. "You would never be able to keep that from me you know" he says. Leaning against your wall. You told your head at his words "and you can never get an abortion there is a heart beat inside of you it's like murder y/n" He was more calm then you thought. "Tell changkyun he has the right to know" and then he walks out shutting your door. So that was interesting but he was right you have to tel changkyun and thinking that way is stupid. You sit looking out your window when you realised gong cha with changkyun now!!! You get your purse and walk out of the house.

~at gong cha~
You see changkyun looking down on his phone waiting outside. He was wearing his face mask and his cap. You felt those stupid butterflies in your stomach but in a nervous way. How are you gonna tell him. You walk up to him "Hey" he looks at you in basically heart eyes. He hugs you "you look amazing" he says. You smile hugging him back. "Shall we go for a walk" you say breaking the tight hug. He looks down and nods. "How was your day?" You ask looking down trying to avoid eye contact. "Well I went for breakfast with my members and staff. Then we practiced and then I sat home" he did putting his arm over your shoulder. Chills went down your spine feeling his arms touch you. "What about you?" He ask. You look up at him worst mistake ever!!! You felt your heart skip many beats. Your breathing got heavier. "Well I found out something today" you say faking a smile thru your breathing. "Yeah and what was that?" He ask. You couldn't bring yourself to tell him. Not like this. This way is just pathetic. But it has to be done. "That's not really important" it is really important... I'm sorry.
"Oh alright then" he says.
"Can I ask you some questions?" You ask with a smile.
"Yes of course"
You sigh out loudly.
"When are thinking about seagoing down?"
"What do you mean?" He ask confused
"You know settle down and have children or something like that" you say letting off hints as you speak. He looks at you weirdly.
"I'm not ready for children not until I'm older. Why do you ask?". Hearing his answer was not what you expected. You smile. "Just wondering".
"Do you want to have kids?" He ask. You look at him with your eye brows raised.
"I guess... I mean yeah" you kinda have to now. He smiles at your reply. " that's good". You gulp. "So when do you think is the right time to have children?" You ask rubbing your belly "geez changkyun notice my hints"that's all that was going thru your head. "For you and me?" He ask. You nod. "In 5 or 10 years maybe" he says. THAT LONG!! You nod your really need to tell him sooner or...maybe just sooner. "So say if I maybe say to you one day that I'm.... pregnant" his eyes widen and look at you "what?" He ask. You smile his face grows into a smile too "ARE YOU REALLY!!!" He says holding your arms. You smile and nod. His face goes excited and he picks you up spinning you around. *BANG*
The sound of a gunshot was near....

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