Bitter Smile

First

Jihyo's POV

I just mentally rolled my eyes when I saw dubchaeng, 2yeon and mimo being sweet again this first thing in the morning when I woke up and got outside of our room.

Well even though satzu are still not a couple, they sometimes act like one so what am I here? A lonely woman who's just enjoying watching them everyday being lovey dovey to their own partner? Heol what a life..

I'm still sleepy so after I drank the water that I've got from the fridge, I decided to go and sit in the living room to watch some tv shows just to take away my sleepiness.

Maybe they have some show here that's interesting to watch in the morning so the people won't get sleepy much.

If you're surprised why we're just here in our dorm doing nothing, it's because yesterday night is our last schedule, so when we arrived here on our dorm last night, we're all exhausted to death mostly of my members so after we ate, we quickly slept because of tiredness.

Because of that, Jyp-nim and our managers decided to have our break or day off today, and of course we agreed to it.

Because seriously, our busy schedules maybe will going to be the death of 9 of us here heol..

Mostly to me... I'm tired but I don't want to show it to them because I care more about them...

Because I'm their leader and they are all my responsibility and they are all relying to me.. So I can't show my weakness..

"Jihyo-ah, you okay?" I heard someone said to me so I suddenly got back to my senses.

I looked at the person who've asked me and it's Nayeon unnie.

She's looking at me with her furrowed eyebrows while Jeongyeon unnie is beside her while her arm is resting to Nayeon unnie's shoulder.

Heol.. Am I thinking to much earlier? Maybe I've got dazed for awhile and they noticed it.

"I'm fine Nayeon unnie, I'm just sleepy because I just woke up earlier" I said then smiled to her and just continued to watch some shows in our television.

While looking for something interesting to watch on our tv, I suddenly noticed something...

I'm alone here switching channels, while on my right side is dubchaeng flirting to each other, while on my left side is mimo that cuddling each other.

Satzu is on the floor beside my legs talking to each other, even though they don't say it to us we still know that they still love each other heol.. These two really..

I just heaved a sigh.

I feel lonely surprisingly..

I don't know but my mood disappear so I suddenly turned off the tv and left the living room without looking back at them that I know they are all looking at me weirdly right now.

I look like I've walked away from them but I didn't bother myself to think of it because I felt hungry now.

I get some food in the kitchen then brought it to the dining.

"Guys, did you ate already?" I shouted through the living room for them to hear me.

Oh maybe I didn't have to shout because I forgot I have a loud voice in the first place haha!

"Yeah we did!" They shouted back so I just nodded in response even though I know they won't gonna see me here.

I felt lonely again while eating alone now...

After I'd wash the plate that I've used
I came again towards the living room.

"Oh Jihyo-ah sorry we formerly ate without you earlier, it's just th-" before Jeongyeon unnie can finish her sentence, I cut her off.

"It's okay, Jeongyeon unnie, it's fine I'm used to it anyway.." I said to her with my stoic voice, but looks like I had that said to all of them because they're all looking at me with a furrowed eyebrows and worried expressions.

Maybe I've sounded so bitter on what I'd responded... Ugh.. Nevermind..

I just disregarded their looks towards me and go to our room.

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Jeongyeon's POV

We exchanged glances after Jihyo had walked away and said those words to us..

I looked at Nabongs who's beside me until now, in her expression, I know she was taken aback by what Jihyo had said.

"Jeongyeon unnie, is Jihyo unnie okay?" The maknae said breaking the silence here because we didn't talk after Jihyo left us.

Looks like we all got dumbfounded awhile ago..

I didn't talk because I'm busy staring at the floor like I'm thinking deep of something.

I was just going to say that we ate without her earlier because we don't want to disturb her sleep, because we know that she's tired last night..

"What does she mean about she's used to it?" The second maknae also said making Dahyun pat her head gently.

"I don't know but these past few weeks, I noticed that Jihyo is being gloomy" Mina suddenly said making us all looked at her in disbelief.

"A-are you sure Minari?" Moguri said looking surprised while looking at her girlfriend.

Yes girlfriend, because after Mina had confessed to Momo, Momo does too, then after that, we just got informed that they are now dating.

Mina just nodded in response and just laid her head to Momo's shoulder while still looking so worried, maybe because of Jihyo.

"But why would she being gloomy then?" Sana said so I thought of the possible reasons why.

"Maybe I know the reason now.." I suddenly said making them all looked at me in curiosity.

"What is it Jeongie?" Nabongs said to me but I still didn't look at her and just stayed to my serious expression.

"Maybe she's becoming sad because we all are a couple now" I said making their eyebrows creased for a moment.

"Eh? But why? But she said that she's happy for us right?" Dahyun said making others nodded in agreement.

"I know, but if I were Jihyo, I'll be happy but sad at the same time because all of you are a couple now and I'm not, and because of that maybe she's getting sad because she feel lonely" I explained making them think for awhile.

"Then should we find her a partner too?" Moguri suggested making us looked at her weirdly.

"What? I'm just suggesting you know.." She said then scratched her head like she's embarrassed.

"Should we just let her and give her space unnies?" Maknae Tzu said so we looked at her for awhile.

"No" Nabongs suddenly said making us looked at her with a questionable look.

"We'll gonna make a plan" she said then smirked at nowhere like she's planning something bad.

Heol.. With that smirk of her, I'm having a second thought if we'll gonna trust her at this tss..

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After we heard what Nabong's plan is, we just nodded and got back to our places earlier.

"When will we going to start?" Chaeyoung said looking so excited while her girlfriend just stared at her in awe.

"Maybe the next day of tomorrow Chaengie" Nayeon said then snickered while her smirk is still plastered on her face.

I don't trust her plan if it'll gonna work... But I also can't hide my excitement haha!

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A/N: if you haven't read the individual otp series of dubchaeng, 2yeon, satzu and mimo, try to read them to know their own stories and won't get confused much here haha!