•Limerence | JJK•

XV

I started medling in the place, finally being able to connect my common sence with my brain. After few slight pushes I managed to stop the kiss and Jungkook growled in irritation pulling his head away. I guess that the alcohol was not that strong after all and I still could think clearly. Somehow.

"What's wrong?"

"You can't do this all the time." I gasped my fingers holding thight on the edge of the shirt Jungkook was wearing.

"Do what?" His right brow furrowed in confusion.

"Kissing me whenever you want." I mumbled. It was difficult for me to stay focused on what my brain was telling me when he was standing right there in front of me, looking like that. He was a bit sweaty because of the dancing and being that close to him, with the street light falling on his figure, I noticed his white shirt was kind of seethrough showing the shape and every curve of his abs and muscles sorounding his torso. It made my breath almost hitch but I didn't want to show him that, because he would get cocky and if he would try to seduce me again, I would fall in his trap and wouldn't be able to get myself together.

"Why not?" His voice became deeper as his lips were once again almost touching mine, his breath lingering on my lips. Like the kiss before I felt the smell of the alcohol but just now I felt it was mixing with his perfume, which was weird but I didn't mind it. His right hand fell on my shoulder slowly going down my arm, sending chills through my body until it stopped when it reached my waist. He wrapped the arms around my waist pressing our bodies together and I frowned. I pulled away my head just enough so I could focus on our conversation without feeling the urge to feel his lips.

"What are we Jungkook?" The determined question left my mouth. I finally raised my head so I could look at him in the eyes.

"What?" Another confused frown made way to his face and I barely refrained from not rolling my eyes.

"What are we really Jungkook? We go around kissing, 'hanging out'..."I mimed quotes emphasizing the words hang out. "and yet here I am confused at what we actually are." I stuttered not very comfortable saying those words. A slight blush of embarrassment appeared on my cheeks and I hoped that the street light wasn't strong enough for it to be visible.

"I thought it was obvious." He chuckled. "I thought words were not needed for us to know that we are together." He said staring deep into my eyes and I again found it hard to listen to my brain.

"Are we?" My eyes raised in a questionable manner. "Because I don't really think I can be with you, Jungkook. Not like this." The words barely left my mouth.

"What? If this is because of that girl, I told you I wasn't flirting with her. I told you I..."

"It's not about that." I said firmly, stopping him.

"Then what is it about? Because..." He moved his right hand to my cheek, now carresing it. "I am not stupid. I know you feel attracted to me and that you wouldn't just let me act like this with you if you didn't like me." He continued, his voice coming out almost as a whisper.

I gulped from the sudden wave of nervousness that hit me. He could be so sly sometimes and I would laugh at that if I didn't feel embarrassed.

"It's not that, argh." I growled now feeling vex overtaking me. He couldn't just keep doing this. I needed to say and know what I wanted to. My eyes then fell on his perfectly shaped collar bone. Focus, Noelle, don't give in.

"You're hiding things from me, and Eden telling me about it didn't concern me but then I hear things from other people and I... get curious. I wanna know, because I can't be with you when you are being all secretive." I finally said what I wanted, gasping and trying to calm my pounding heart.