•Limerence | JJK•

XVII

"Maybe you should just try to trust him and wait a little." Kiara was munching her food while talking.
Her statement made me frown and I sent her a glare ready to ask who's side was she on now.

"Did you tell him about Richard?" She averted her gaze from food to me and what she said made me flinch.

"No... I mean I did about the prison... not why he was there..." I looked down feeling my heartbeat fastening. Kiara knew I hated talking about Richard and I didn't know where she was going with this.

"Did Jungkook push you into telling him more about it?" I felt her stare on me. I finally looked at her leaving the fork on the plate and started playing with my fingers, my hands placed on my lap.

"No..." I said gasping, now understanding what she meant.

"So?" She sent me a questioning look and I gasped again pushing the tray and leaning my head on the table.

"Maybe you're right." I muttered barely audible. "But I can't just talk to him casually now and get over it after making a fuss out of everything."

"You'll work it out." She said patting my head with her hand and getting up from the chair.

"Don't be late for class. See you." She smiled at me and left taking the tray at its place.

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A sigh full of nervousness left my mouth. My palms were sweating and I wasn't sure what I was going to say or how I would react if Jungkook would appear.
I was waiting for him outside the building after my lecture finished, hoping that he actually came back from wherever he was, on the other hand one side of me hoped he didn't so I would be spared.
This is stupid, passed through my head.

When about half an hour passed, I slowly removed earphones from my ears and clenched my fists seeing students leaving the building.
My eyes were travelling from one student to another and when my eyes met the person I was waiting for I felt tons of arrows stabbing my stomach, all from once. His familiar smirk played on his face and everything I did was looked away. I was such a coward sometimes.

"You just can't resist me, can you?" His voice got closer and closer to me and when I gathered all my strength to finally look at his direction again, he was standing right in front of me.
I wanted to get up from the concrete I was sitting on but the chances of our chests colliding and me dying after that were too high and I wasn't going to risk.
But then maybe I could do that? I would probably die because of a heart attack of being too close to him and that would save me from this situation.
Ah, fuck it. I should've just kept ignoring him and not act this stupid.

"Khm,"I cleared my throat. "I wanted to talk to you." I said in an enormous speed, not knowing even how I managed to do that and I almost bite my tongue after it. Embarrassing myself was the best thing I could do in my life and that said a lot about me.

When I noticed his confused face expression and eyes wide opened I repeated myself, this time slower and more comprehendable. "I mean, I wanted to talk to you."

"Really?" He let out a small laugh. "Last time I checked you didn't want to see me and you were so getting pissed off this morning and back in the classroom." He said letting another laugh and getting back the smirk that, I had to admit, I liked so much.

"We don't have to. I can just leave." I rolled my eyes slightly pushing him away so I could finally get up. I thought if I stayed seated few more minutes, my butt would fall off because of how cold and hard the concrete under me was.

"No, wait, let's talk." He placed a hand on my shoulder, his smirk being replaced with a serious look. I narrowed my eyebrows at him, a playful look on my face. Almost a smile was creeping out and I could see just how confused Jungkook was. Sometimes even I was surprised by my own facial expressions and unpredictable actions.