chapter 37

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once you guys get to jacks you both go to his room.
y/n: i'm gonna shower now.
j: okay.
you get into the shower and start thinking to yourself.
y/n pov: i miss alex so much. i don't know why he would do this to me. i loved him more than anything. 
after you finish showering you get out and change into this

  after you finish showering you get out and change into this

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you go back into his room and sit on the bed next to him.
j: you okay?
y/n: yeah i guess.
you fall back on the bed and cover your face w your hands.
he puts one hand on your knee
j: hey. come here.
you sit up and he hugs you and you start crying into his shoulder.
j: shh it's okay. you're fine.
after a few minutes you get up and stop crying.
j: are you tired?
you yawn and jack laughs.
j: i'll take that as a yes?
y/n: mhmmm
j: do you wanna sleep in here? or there's a spare bedroom?
y/n: i think i'd rather be alone tonight jack. i'm sorry
j: no don't apologize, it's fine i understand. let me show you to the room.
y/n: thank you.
you grab your stuff and follow jack out of the room.
he opens a door to the spare room and you set your stuff down.
y/n: thank you jack.
he smiles
j: of course :)
you hug him and pull back after a few seconds.
y/n: okay i'm gonna go to bed
j: goodnight, i'll see you tomorrow.
he walks out and shuts the door behind him. you go lay down on the bed and grab your phone. you see your lock screen is a picture of you and alex, which makes you tear up a little. you decide to go through pictures of you and alex. you see a video of you and him. the video shows him laying on your stomach singing to you. watching the video made you cry.
y/n: should i text him?
you decide to text him.
~text messages~
y/n: hey alex. um this is probably weird and unexpected, but i can't stop thinking about you. every time i close my eyes all i can picture is us together and it drives me crazy because i love you so much. what you did really hurt me. but i wanna give you a chance to explain everything to me. i wanna be w you but i don't know if i can still trust you. i love you goodnight.
*delivered*
after like 3 seconds you see he opened it and your heart dropped.

alex is typing...

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