Turn Back Time [on Hold]

chapter 2

thea lockheart

I woke up due to the heavy breathing on my neck . I look at my side , coming face to face with jasper who his eyes are swollen and his nose are red . I look at his hand that are securely wrapped around my waist .

I removed his strong grip from my waist , and sat up as my head hurt , I clutched my head .what happened last night ????

I walked to the bathroom and look at the mirror only to see that eyes are also swollen and red . I wash my face and step into the shower as I shooked away all the thought . as I was done with my shower I step out and take my robe .

I was about to walk to my closet when I heard jasper whimper , I went over him and saw that his lips are red and he is burning when I felt on his forehead .

"hey jasper" I wake him up , I saw his eyes open a bit .

"youure burning right now " I said as he move away his head .

"its okay , it will be gone later " he said .

I huffed as I slap his chest only to hear him groan .

"you ...never appreciated my kindness right ??? just stay still and let me help you will you ??" I scold him as I saw his lip twitch a bit .

I went to the bathroom and took out a wet towel and went back to him to put it in his forehead .

I brushed his hair as I looked at his sleeping face .

I left out a shaky breath as i was about to get ready to made a soup at the kitchen.  I lean in and kissed his cheek .

"i love you " i muttered before made my journey downstair .

I take out all the ingredients and made some chicken soup . After a few minutes, my chicken soup are done and went back to the room only to see that jasper already woke up as he smile looking up at me .

"i made chicken soup for you " i said

"youre drunk last night " he said .
"i know ...why?? Did i do something ??" i asked

"umm..no..you didnt do anything wrong "  he said hesitantly .

"ouh..ok" i said as i told him to sit up .
He groan , holding his head .

"it will gone shortly "i said

I hand him the spoon only him ignoring me .

"did you not want to eat ???" i asked

He shooked his head " no ...unless..you feed me " he said

"really ??" i asked

He take my hand in his ..i realize his hand are hot and warm . I look at his gesture . My heart beat fasten .

I rub his thumb on my hand and put a spoon on my hand .

"feed me " he said .

"o..ok" i stutter .

I lift the spoon to his mouth and he shut his mouth tight .

"jasper ?? Do you want to eat or not ???" i asked seriously and i saw he smirk .

"im just playing " he said and i failed to hide the small smile playin on my lips .

"youre smilling " he said and i look up at him .

I again lift up the spoon and he slurped the soup slowly .

To get me annoyed .

"jasper " i said annoyed.

"ok ok " he said chuckling and ate my soup .

I did the gesture until he full.

" youre cool down now " i said as i place my hand on his forehood .

His temperature decrease a bit .
I lift the blanket and i place my hand on his covered stomach .

I can feel he staring at me ..so i cant help it ...i might burst into laughin .
I look up again at his eyes , i saw he look at me intently .

"why are you staring at me like that " i asked

"youre beautiful ." he said making me blush .

"how cant I realized that ...i already wasted 2 years without me beside you " he said , i can feel my tears began to form at the corner of my eyes .

He began to sit up as i removed my hand hand and sat up straight facing the wall . Avoiding his intense gaze .

He held my hand and kiss it . I felt my hand wet abit and i saw his tears on my hand as he kiss again my hand , he let out a shaky sob .

"im sorry " he said and now its me who let out a sob .

I shake my head as i face him .
"sleep for a while , rest your nerve ..you put yourself too much on your work . I'll wake you in a while "  i said as i let him lay against the bed and i tucked the blanket until his chin .

"sleep with me " he said , i nodded. I turn off the light and the curtain .

I made my way on my side of the bed and he face on my side as i faced at him .

I pull me closer to him by my waist , i gasped.

He kiss my forehead . I swear my face are read right now .

"sleep " i again said .

"i ..love you " he said quietly that i almost couldnt hear it .

I look at his face , i place my hand on his cheek. Rubbing my thumb along his face , tears started to formed , as a tear slide down my face .

"i love you too " i whispered and i saw his lips twitched a bit .

I kiss his nose as the darkness take over me .