"hey pretty girl" the men on the street cat called and i ignored them as i continued to walk down to a shop. i kept my head down and i successfully reached the shop , ultra beauty.
"hello, what can we help you with?" a worker asked "uh, i want to dye my hair, b-blond , and could you give me make up advice?" i asked and she smiled "a whole make over?" she smiled and i nodded as she grabbed my hand the process starting.
once she finished , i felt like a new person. surely my mom will kill me, but i needed a change. maybe it was to be prettier for xukun or maybe for myself. i don't know yet.
"so this is all the make up you would need, okay?" she smiled and i nodded going to pay.
"wah, li jing is that you?" justin grabbed my arm and i smiled at him "yeah, do you like it?" i smiled shyly and he nodded his head fast. "you look even more beautiful jing" he said and i smiled hugging him. "justin who is this?" chengcheng came from behind me "i-jing?" chengcheng looked surprised and i smiled "wow you're so pretty, even more" chengcheng said and i smiled.
"cai xukun! omgsh jing that's so amazing of course you would get the hottest celebrity as your boyfriend!" i heard a girl say i turned and saw zhang jing smiling proudly "of course, he's not dumb to date a girl so ugly, like li jing" zhang jing caught me looking and smirked and i bit my lip.
"let's just go" chengcheng grabbed my hand and i pulled back "you know what zhang jing?!" i glared at her, i was already so tired of her. "i don't care if i'm not as pretty as you, because at least i have a good personality unlike you who has a horrible one. all you do is find faults in everyone. matter of fact you and xukun are perfect for each other, you are both assholes who just like to ruin my life!" i yelled and i noticed how hard my breathing became, the tears running down my cheek.
"hate me that much?" i looked behind jing and saw xukun, he wrapped his arms around jing. "you don't even know how much i hate you, i wish i never met you" i said before turning around and chengcheng and justin following me.
i ran up to the roof top and just cried "did he hurt you?" justin asked cupping my face and wiping my tears "a little bit" i tried saying and he nodded hugging me. "c-can i be alone?" i asked and they nodded and left me alone.
i held my face in my hands , gosh i probably looked so ugly now. "why are you crying so much jing?" my heart clenched and i cried a bit more. "why are you acting if we even had a close relationship, as if we loved each other?" he's right. we never had a relationship.
i stood up "you're right xukun, i guess i just had this big illusion you actually cared for me. but you just wanted my body like you said. you didn't even get it. you know that? i'll give you the clothes you got me back, i don't need or want it" i said and i turned to xukun wet face and he looked down wiping his tears.
"you're pathetic xukun, i don't even know why i like someone like you. crying as if you didn't just say those hurtful words to me. why are you crying x-x-xuxu?" i asked and he closed his eyes.
"i don't know, i'm trying to forget jing. i really am. i'm sorry i hurt you. zhang jing, she's the one i was suppose to meet, i got to know her when i was younger, and i fell in love with her. i thought you were her jing, and i did really like you for you. but that's not the case" xukun said and i looked at him "then do one more thing for me" i said and he looked at me "kiss me" i said and he looked down.
"kiss me and i won't bother you or jing, you won't see me again i promise" i said and he shook his head. "i don't want you to disappear jing, i-" xukun said and i sighed "just do it please" i said and xukun walked towards me wrapping his arm around my waist and on hand on my cheek.
kissing me.
i kisses back wrapping my arms around his neck and he moved his arms to my waist pushing me closer. "i'm so sorry jing" xukun runned his nose against mine "don't say sorry anymore" i said and kissed him again more passionately this time.
xukun grabbed my ass picking me up "do you really want to do this?" xukun asked and i nodded, it probably didn't mean anything to him, but a lot to me. maybe i would regret this, but at this point i don't even care anymore, i just want xukun.
xukun walked towards the storage room with me in his arms and he opened it, "i used to chill here with my friends all the time. it's a secret, so don't tell anyone about this" xukun smiled and i nodded as he laid me down on the couch , closing and locking the door.
"you can always tell me to stop, it's your f-first right?" xukun asked "would that make you stop?" i asked "no, just i'll make sure to make it special and slow" he said. "go as fast and rough as you want to, i'm yours xukun" i said staring at his eyes and he kissed me and i grabbed the hem of his shirt pulling it off.
we took each other clothes off and he kissed down my chest "there's no looking back once we do it" xukun said and i nodded. "don't worry xukun, i'm saying yes" i smiled and he hummed pressing him member against my vagina and sliding in slowly and painfully.
i clawed his back and he kissed my cheek "relax baby girl" he whispered and i tried as he pushed in completely. i whimpered loudly and xukun kissed me "cant be too loud" he whispered and i bit my lip as he began to thrust.
i held on tightly as xukun looked me in the eyes the entire time "xukun, promise me something" i said and xukun hummed "only ever call me your baby girl" i said and he thrusted harder cumming inside of me.
"fuck" he mumbled, "promise me xukun" i said and he nodded "i promise jing" he said kissing my lips.
