I Tried To Forget You

Niall?

Maddie's P.O.V

I was at home with my friend Stephen. No he is not my boyfriend he is just my best friend. Our friendship is strong but its not and never will be as strong as the friendship i had with Niall. Nothing could replace what me and Niall had but its over and its been over for 3 years now. i always wish i could see him again and ask him what i did wrong that would make him hate me and stop talking to me. was i that bad?

Stephen and i have been watching comodies all day and right now we are in the middle of Ted. It used to be mine and Niall's favorite movie. All of a sudden the doorbell rang. Who could that be?

"Can you pleaseeee get that Stephen?" i asked. im way to comfortable to get up so mind as well have hiim do it. "Fine but only because i love you a lot and your my best friend". He said. "Thanks baeeee hahaha". He got up and wlked to the door, i heard what sounded like a man talking with Stephen, i figured i should go and see who it is. I got up and went to the door and i almost through up when i saw him. And when i say him i mean Niall fucking James Horan.

"Maddie you look so grown up an-" Niall started but i quickly cut him off. "Yea i grew up you kinda missed 3 years of my life. Im sorry you cant be here Niall you have to leave" i said to him. "Maddie i know i messed up but please let me explain, give me a chance." he begged, i had already

K started crying. "Stephen, Ill call you later, i need to talk to Niall" I said to Stephen. "Call me if you need me dont forget Im right next door. I love you" and with that he huigged me and then left.

Well one thing i know, this is going to be the hardest talk of my life.

Niall's P.O.V

I cant believe what I see. Is this the same Maddie that i last saw 3 years ago? She has matured so well, and she is so beautiful. her hair got longer, chest got bigger, her curves are amazing and the biggest difference? She dyed her hair blonde. Who was that guy she was with? Does she have a boyfriend? Maybe i shouldnt have come back after all. She seems perfectly fine without me, but then again when she saw me she started crying. Maybe there is hope ater all.

"Niall? Why are you staring at me? Stop its weird" Maddie said. "You can sit if you want". I sat down on the couch across from the one she was on. It looked like her and that guy were watching movies because on the screen was Ted. "That was our favorite movie" I smiled "Remember how much you would always cry at the end when Ted died?" i was trying to make small talk. I looked down and then i heard her speak "Yea, you would always make fun of me for that" she chuckled, she zoned out for a moment and then she must have snapped back to reality because she stopped smiling and looked at me. "Why did you decide to show up?" she asked. "Its already been 3 years whats the reason for you comming back now?" I sighed knowing that this wasnt going to be easy, i feel the tears already. "Look Maddie, i know I screwed up. I broke up with you that day because i knew that I was moving to a completely different country and i knew that i wouldnt be able to handle not seeing you. I knew that if i talked to you i would just break down any second and i couldnt handle it. I need you to know that i never stopped loving you. You were my best friend and i was so stupid to cut you out of my life. When i got here and i saw you with your boyfriend i realized that you were doing good without me.Look, i know you may not trust me anymore but i want to try to make things right between us. i want my best friend back, i want what we had back and most of all i just want you in my life again." By now i was crying so hard and so was Maddie. The next thing she did shocked me, she jumped over to me and gave me the biggest hug. "Niall im sorry but i dont trus you, not yet at least, show me that i can trust you again, it may take time but thats the only way i will trust you again. i understand you want everything back to normal and i do to but its going to take time. And that guy wasnt my boyfriend, he is my best friend".

My heart just dropped at what she said. She has a new best friend.

Well of course she does, her old best friend left her for 3 years and didnt bother calling

My concious is right, this is my fault.

"Niall did you here me?" Maddie said. "oh no sorry I was day dreaming" I responded. "I said that me and Stephen arent as close as you and i were ad noone could replace what we had. Im just so happy that your back and if you show me that i can trust you we could become best friends again and maybe be together again. She said crying and smiling at the same time. I just smiled at her, knowing what i have to do.

i have to win back my best friend and I know exactly how to do it.