(X and JinHai) I hate you, I love you

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JinHai
Feeling used,
But I'm,
Still missing you
And I can't,
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss,
Against my lips

And all this time,
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why,
It hurts me every time I see you,
Realize,
How much I need you...

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to,
But I can't put,
Nobody else above you

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her,
You need her,
And I'll never be her...

X
I miss you when I can't sleep,
Or right after coffee,
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat..
Still got sand in my sweaters,
From nights we don't remember...

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you...
Friends can break your heart too..
And I'm always tired but never of you...

If I pulled a you,
On you,
You wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out,
But you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text,
But then I never mind that shit
I got these feelings,
But you never mind that shit...

Oh, oh keep it on the low,
You're still in love with me,
But your friends don't know
If you wanted me,
You would just say so
And if I were you,
I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm,
I just miss you in my arms,
Wedding bells were just alarms,
Caution tape around my heart...

You ever wondered what we could've been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lied to me,
Lie with me,
Get your fucking fix,
Now all my drinks and all my feelings,
Are a fucking mix..

Always missing people I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges,
Just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts,
And I should start reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone,
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right,
Does me wrong
So every lonely night,
I sing this song

Both
I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to,
But I can't put,
Nobody else above you

JinHai
I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her,
You need her,
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you, watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care,
You never did
You don't give a damn about me

Both
Yeah all alone I watch you, watch her
She is the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you'll never notice,
That you are slowly killing me...

JinHai
I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I love you
Don't want to,
But I can't put,
Nobody else above you

I hate you,
I love you,
I hate that I want you
You want her,
You need her,
And I'll never be her...

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