I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself firstI'm always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart, this
Energy's killing my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna drown outAll of the thoughts in my mind
Too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I've tried, but
Life just sucks then we all dieThat's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna beI wonder if i'm good enough
But maybe I've just had too much,
To drink,
To smoke,
To swallowI'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrowBut I'm empty inside,
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to dieWish I could erase my memories
So I can stop feeling so empty
I wish this shit wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plentyOf things I could do to fuck me up
I wanna let go but I'm feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hoping no one disruptsThat's just reality, yeah don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up but I don't wanna beI wonder if i'm good enough
But maybe I've just had too much,
To drink,
To smoke,
To swallowI'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrowBut I'm empty inside,
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to dieMy body's shaking,
My head is aching,
It feels like my heart is breaking
My body's shaking,
My head is aching
I can't fix this mess i'm makingBut I'm empty inside,
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live but,
I'm too scared to die...
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STARDUST || New Boy Group
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