What I can do is To make a pretty flower That resembles you - The same routine.
Go to the garden in the morning.
Water those blue flowers.
Go to school.
Your friend came again. He accompanied me through the whole day. But I always try to push him away. Whilst, hr always stay. It was like a diamagnetic event.
The whole week,
He was just there,
With me.
And I ask myself why?
And it answers with, "He just pity you."
How hurt I was. No one was really there for me because they want to. They do it because they're forced to. I'm really not meant for this life, huh?
And you know what's more surprising?
He said that you read these stupid letters everyday. Buy you still don't know who I am. You would always ask Seungmin to tell you who it is. But he can't tell you for the sake of me.
It's okay, Felix.
One day, the blue flowers will all bloom.
And so will my courage.
I will stand in front of you.
And show you who I truly am.
What my feelings are..
And these truth untold.
Blossom in this garden, in this world Then breathe as the person you know - Just wait till I would do it. With the help of Seungmin, I will try my best. When I do, I want you to remember.
Remember who I am,
Remember the flowers,
Remember what we used to do,
Remember those sweet words you would always say to me,
Remember those stupid memories,
And when you do,
I hope that you can then forget me.
Ridiculous, right? I'm asking you to remember, then forget. It's because I won't live for long. I have no one with me by the time you remember. I trust Jeon Chaeyoung with you.
After all of this, I hope we will both be set free from this cruel demanding world.
You will be free from curiosity and anxiety over me,
And I will also be free, then breathe as the person you know.
Knowing, that you finally remember, but don't come back to me.
But I still want you, I still want you -When I am finally free, up there. I want to see you happy. Tell Seungmin, thanks for being there for me. You should know me when I say this, and that's why I came to tell you.
This will be the letter that can help you notice me. And I hope you do. But by then, don't come looking for me if you do know.
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The Truth Untold- Lee Felix
FanfictionBased on BTS - The Truth Untold She writes about him; every single day. She writes about a guy who seem to never noticed her. It broke her heart, really. A person who used to care and love her was gone. But she didn't give up. So she wrote all those...