"this isn't right sir." moaned johnson as gilinsky played with the hem of his pants.
"call me jack." growled gilinsky in his ear.
*inspired by brooklynwritings "Bed of lies" !!!
I'm going to be straight up, the past 3 months have been amazing but rocky.
It's the holiday season now, about a week before christmas. Gilinsky hired someone to come over and decorate for a good six hours. And boy is it beautiful.
We have a christmas tree in the living room of course, but they added one in our room with fake gifts to fill space. It's absolutely beautiful to just cuddle in his bed and see the tree.
Speaking of Gilinsky, everything is going great. I have never been more in love a human before. It's every detail about this boy. The way he cooks his eggs, the face he makes as he's asleep, the way he giggles when he watches funny online instead of answering emails, the way treats me. Everyday i wake up in his arms wasted with love, but i cant tell him.
You see I want to. But i can tell he's not there yet and that's okay. Like he will bring up kids names and i'll get excited, but then he'll realize what he said and change the subject. And like I said i'll wait however long I need to.
And the most important part; My boy finally came out at bisexual to everyone. He announced it at a pop up show to promote his new EP coming out titled amore me , seriously the best thing i've heard since Billie eilish. Anywhos, he was on stage and a fan had a pride flag. During his newest song Beg , he grabbed it and holding it up he said into the mic "I love you all dearly, so just to let you all know, I'm bisexual." And every fan went wild. Some cried of joy, some jumped and smiled clapping, and some even tried to get on stage to hug him.
After the show he knew the whole media would want answers, so he posted this. And god am I proud:
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(this is an edit i created, please do not think it is real haha. I meant this in no harm towards jack gilinsky in real life, i also am aware he is straight.)
But also no, our relationship isn't out to the media yet. My own mother doesn't even know, but i am going to tell her for christmas, it'll probably be an amazing gift.
It's like i don't want it to be out because then he would get hate, I would get even more hate, plus I am adjusting to being called his boyfriend and not employee. But I also do just so we don't have to hide our public dates anymore. I wanna be able to hold his hand in public, peck his cheek, even just bite my lip when i get turned on.
Vanessa is aware that we are dating, but doesn't say anything about it to gilinsky. He'd die of embarrassment from her knowing she heard him moaning about my large- you can finish that sentence.
And now it's the present. I was currently outside adding the last of the rain deer decorations. We are going out to finish some christmas shopping and probably just stay at home, order takeout and call it a day.
