"you know when your drowning you don't actually inhale until right before you black out? its called voluntary apnea. its like: no matter how much your freaking out... the instinct to not let any water in is so strong that you won't until you feel like your heads exploding. and when you do, that's when it stops hurting. its not scary anymore. its- its actually kind of peaceful." - stiles stilinksi, teen wolf
anyone else ever feel this way?
like your drowning under the waves and you can't let the water in. no matter how much you want too, your body won't let you. your trapped. drowning. in pain. but you can't die. and you can't live.
its like im stuck in this every lasting moment of 'i can't breathe, i want to let the water in, let me let the water in!'
why can't i let the water in? I'm tired of suffering. and done with drowning.
so yeah
I'm struggling how bout you?
if anybody needs to talk or needs help I'm always open :) just pm me
