Far Away

Chapter 5

It's been two weeks since Falling In Reverse got back from tour and since I made Savannah mine.

I decided to go out with some close friends of mine for a few drinks. It's nice to hang out with someone other than your band members, even though I love them, they're like my brothers.

I kissed Savannah and told her I'd be back soon.

"You better!" She giggled.

"I will, Angel."

So me and three of my high school buddies, Michael, Conner and Andrew went to this bar down town. I wasn't planning on doing much but laughing and having a few drinks. That's until I saw her.

One of my high school ex's, Monica. We were in love, she was my first love actually. It took me years to fully get over her. She's been trying to get me back ever since Falling In Reverse got more popular. I didn't feel the same way, I couldn't, I had Savannah, and she's all that I need.

"Oh, hi Ronnie." She said.

"H-hi Monica." I stuttered.

Damn, she knew how to take a man's breath away.

She was stunning, but I was in love, with Savannah..

"How have you been?" She asked.

"Oh, just fine. Just got back from tour. You?"

"Fantastic, actually."

"That's goo-"

She kissed me.

I was shocked, but then kissed back.

I had had a few drinks and didn't fully understand what was happening until I thought of lips, kissing.....

Savannah.

I pulled away.

"What the fuck, Monica?!"

"Oh, c'mon, I know you miss me, it was obvious.

I know you've moved on, well at least you claim. I've seen that pretty girl in the magazines with you, but you're not happy. You won't be until you and I get back to the way things were."

I looked over, the paps were sitting there taking pictures. I wondered if they had gotten pictures of us kissing. They had to. I'm screwed, they can't put that in the tabloids. But they will.

I ran out of the bar.

"Hey, where ya goin'?" Asked a rather drunk Connor.

"I'll catch ya guys later!!" I yelled.

I got a taxi and went straight home.

I burst through the door. Savannah was on the couch, reading a book.

I was panting from running to the door so fast.

"Eager to get home, are we?" She questioned,smirking. I laughed. I loved that smirk. I loved her. How could this happen, I love Savannah so much, I know I do.

I ran over to her kidding her all over her face.

She giggled

"Hahahaha!! Stop Ronnie!" She squealed.

I pulled back. "I love you so much, you know that? So much."

She giggled again while I kissed her neck.

"And I love you, sooo much!!!!"

She kissed my lips. It was slow at first. But got stronger and sloppier. I kissed her for what seemed like forever. Whenever I kissed her time seemed to slow down.

I put my hand up her shirt, but she stopped me.

"Not now" She managed to breathe out.

"Yeah... Okay" I whispered.

We just sat there. As I thought about what I had done, and what was to come. I didn't want her to see what happened. She has to know I love her more than I will ever love Monica, more than I ever did love Monica. I just need her to know that.

I didn't mean to kiss Monica back.

I don't love Monica.

I don't love Monica.

I don't love Sava-....

I fell asleep....

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Okay, so I'm sorry I haven't been updating.

Soccer and school has started, so I've been sort of busy. I hope you liked this chapter.

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