I'll never stop loving you~~IwaOi angst

part one~

Iwaizumi looked at his fiance, he could feel the tears already forming again behind his eyes.

The priest spoke a few words and Iwaizumi knew it was his turn soon.

Oikawa looked so peaceful, beautiful just like he had nothing to worry about anymore.

In a sense that was true , it made Iwaizumi feel at peace and his shoulders loosened up a bit,

Oikawa was expressionless he wasn't smiling nor was he nervous he just looked calm.

The amount of people wasn't huge, Iwaizumi knew Oikawa didn't like crowds that much, so he kept his word and didn't invite a lot of people. The amount of flowers brought by guests or put up was huge, Oikawa loves flowers, he would spend all the time he had in their garden and plant new flowers take care of ones he had planted before. their garden was magical.

Iwaizumi smiled slightly and glanced at Oikawa. He remembered all of the moments he had with him, the happy ones the stupid ones, the once where they fought or cried. But all of that didn't matter anymore at that moment of truth.

The priest stopped talking and spoke "Iwaizumi, it's your turn to speak" the priest said with a loud and harsh voice. Iwaizumi froze and grabbed the paper he had made a few days before.. On the day it had happened.

Iwaizumi started to speak softly and with a shaky voice "First of all I would like to thank you all for showing up today." He spoke "You don't know how mutch it means to me, but it also means a lot to Oikawa" he heard a loud sniff from one of Oikawa's relatives "I-I said I wouldn't cry but here I am" The fat woman said to the taller skinnier one next to her "Now, I would like to start my speech" Silence.. Even the fatter woman who Iwaizumi now remembered as Oikawa's aunt who had raised him for part of his life.

"Oikawa was alsways a caring person.. He was there for me when I needed him most and even when I knew he had his own issues to deal with, even though sometimes he was loud , he is the most loving person I have ever had the pleasure of knowning" The tears were now streaming down my face but I had to finish this I put on the biggest smile and said "I've loved oikawa since we were children and I will never stop loving him, he was the most beautiful,caring,sweet and loveable person ever and I'll never forget him"

I finally let it all go and my nose and eyes wouldn't stop watering I screamed and cried my lungs out and managed to yell "OIKAWA YOU BASTARD HOW DARE YOU LEAVE ME LIKE THIS EVEN THOUGH YOU JUST PROPOSED TO ME YOU STUPID FUCK COME BACK TO ME.. Please Oikawa please.. I promise I'll do better this is the last thing I'll ever ask of you just come back.." I felt two warm hands in mine and saw a face i knew too well. oikawa's mom sat next to me and said with slow soft words "He will never leave you Iwaizumi he will always be here with you" She let one of my hands go and put it on my hearth.

As I finally put my bags down and lie in my bed without pulling off my shoes, I started crying. Not histerically just slow soft sobs my door opened and closed. I heard small footsteps and I knew it was him "Papa are you ok?" I could hear I lifted my head up and looked at a pale sad face I tried to smile but imediatly broke down I started crying again with big loud ugly sobs and I could feel little hands on my shoulders "P-papa please don-" I heard a sob and then also our child broke down I clinged onto him and he pressed his tiny face in my shoulder we sat there for a long time just holding onto each other when we both decited it was enough and we both fell asleep on Oikawa's covers inhaling te scent he had left in that bed..