midnight blue thoughts - oneshots for lonely souls (girlgroups x you)

five minutes before 2AM (Eunha X Reader)

To: you, who fall asleep after 2AM talk.

You never been a happy go lucky kinda girl. But I'm sure you feel happy too tonight, to say the least. It's nice to talk deep thoughts with you after a while.

You said your wrinkles are bigger, but I thought you look fine, to be honest, seeing you sleeping with your specs, you look like you're home. And I would like to make a home with you. That came out way too weird. I know I can't say it but, if you'd like, you can make yourself home right here, and I won't complain about a single thing.

You look peaceful enough, considering your few rough weeks, and a couple of days with total wreckage. You said your mom is still waiting for the doctors to call, but you do your best to assure her that it'll be okay, that you'll be home next time she needs to go on her second surgery.

You said your work is on the brink of bankruptcy and you gotta search for another place or you won't be able to afford rent, so I offer you instant ramen for dinner. It's a comfort food, and I brought beers and we talk and talk for hours. Before you said something that made me hear a little sob.

You said your crush is now in relationship, despite you took care of his university projects, that you worked on his first, causing you to fail the grade. But you said you're okay. I know you just don't want to bring up the blue thoughts. I pat your head, said that you're way too nice of a human being, and you shouldn't be doing that.

Your alcohol intake got the better of you. You slowly drifted to sleep, leaving me here. I have no guts to shake you off, even after an hour you said you need to go home, and I have to take her home, including the ruckus with my disagreement.

Now, look what you've done. I am just staring at you, trying to figure out my own thoughts.

That puffy cheeks, against my cold pillows. It felt warm, this bed.

I wish you can be here all day, all night. I wish to make you mine.

But I'm only a friend and friends don't hurt each other.

I just wish you won't wake up just yet. Just 5 more minutes, I'll take you home at 2AM.

And I wish I can kiss you without waking you up.