12 weeks

Week 1

Phil got a new girlfriend. She seems nice. Im actually happy for him, he hasnt seen anyone since.... well, since we were together. Its good that he's found someone.

Her names Hayley, shes super cute. Shes about 5'7 and she has really big, green/blue eyes and pale skin; I think shes naturally ginger but she has dyed green hair.

He said he was nervous about telling me at first, he thought I'd overreact or something.

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It turns out they've been together for 5 weeks and he only told me yesterday. Im not angry, just a bit annoyed that he didnt feel like he could tell me...

They met at the BBC, she works in the café. I think its cute to be honest.

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Phil sprained his ankle bless him. He tripped over the curb on the way home. I told him to rest it for a few days but he's insisting that hes going out with Hayley tomorrow.

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Week 2

Phils been spending a lot of time with Hayley. I hardly see him. I cant keep being selfish. She makes him happy.

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Phil stayed at Hayleys for the last 3 days. Hes coming home tomorrow. I think he might be thinking about moving in with her....

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When Phil passed me the TV remote earlier I noticed he had bruises around his wrists. I asked about them and he told me he fell over.

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Today Phil told me Hayleys moving in with us... Apparently he couldnt move in to hers because her house its too small?

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Week 3

Hayleys been living here for 3 days. Im not sure on my opinion on her... but Phils head over heals so I cant exactly complain.

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I walked in on Phil this morning. He was in just his underwear. I apologised and looked away but I couldnt help notice a huge bruise down the back of his thigh. I didnt ask. He told me he fell down the stairs. Im starting to worry. He's been really clumsy recently.

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I wish they hadn't moved in here oh my god I can hear them doing the do please kill me.

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Week 4

Phils stopped going out much... He just stays in his room...

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I knocked on Phils door when Hayley was out. He didnt want me to go in but I did.

He had a black eye and bruises round his neck. He told me he tripped on a shoe and hit his face on the bed post. The bruises around his neck... well... apparently Hayleys rather kinky.... ew.

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Week 5

Hayleys pregnant. 2 weeks. Im happy for them. I really am. Phils going to be a dad!

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I'm worried for Phil. This is a really big thing and I'm worried he's not ready. He says he's excited but I'm not sure...

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Its not even like we live in the same house anymore. I never see Phil. Just once a week for the radio... I swear he was wearing make up. I hope its not to hide more bruises...