Do you know that feeling when you just feel so fucking empty.
like your with people, and they talk to you , and it feels as if there just talking straight through you, like your not even there.
or when someone says they love you, and it just doesn't hit you, it just hurts you.
cause it doesn't feel real. i go through this everyday, and i lose so many friends...
thats why i don't talk about it at all.... im scared i'll lose everything and everyone i have.
i feel so suicidal, everyday i just wanna die. i come home from school, and i lay down upset.
i wanna tell my parents , but i don't want them to freak out. i just want help.
id be sitting with all my friends, id laugh.,. but in the inside im crying... and in my mind i wanna scream out help when they start leaving cause were finished talking...
im scared of good byes , cause i know goodbyes mean never coming back now..
i miss it when goodbyes were meant to be for, see you later.
i lost my bestfriend to depression, and she probably doesn't want me to go down the same trail she went down. but im scared i'll have to say im sorry.
its hard to refrain my self from not thinking about suicide.
i just want help
i want someone to hug me and tell me it'll be fine...
but that wont ever happen...
~ Anonymous
