Outside

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They judge me like a picture book by the colors, like they forgot to read.

 -Lana del Rey, Brooklyn Baby


Outside, I might look 

Serene, 

like the girl-next-door,

friendly,

responsible,

with good grades.

Loud and obnoxious sometimes,

and quiet in other times.

Popular,

beautiful,

and smart.

But I don't feel that way,

probably because it's not things I tell myself.

It's things other people tell me,

and no matter how hard I try, I don't believe them.

Inside 

under all my skin,

I feel like I am made out of hollow, pressed glass.

That when filled with a melanger of emotions, stress, and depression,

I crack, 

and everything comes spilling out.

Either to a person,

or expressed in my tears.

I am fragile, 

a broken masterpiece.

A work of art,

thrown into the fire.






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