𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒌 - 𝒋𝒆𝒏𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒂

Chapter 12 - Sush Demons

Thank you for all the love i got on this book ahhh

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Lisa POV

Murmuring, crying, screaming, terror. Those were the things going on inside my head. Every day, every night. Voices in my head keep telling me to run away, go far from here. But I'm trapped. Trapped inside this- this room, a room where I'm 'safe'. That's what the doctors say. But I don't trust them, I don't trust anyone.

Except..her. Jennie. I trust her.

Around her I feel..safer. From the first day she stepped into this room, she didn't ask me what was wrong. She didn't ask me to speak, or make a sound. She was just there, and the past 45 days she's been here I've grown attached to her. Every time she even walks to the door, all the alarms in my head go off, like she's leaving forever. And when she's not there, I sit on the bed waiting like a puppy for its owner to come home. Jennie is the only person who treated me right. She's the first person I dared to speak to in, well, years. I trust her, and that's why I was now preparing to show her something.

Currently, I was sitting on my bed, observing Jennie's every move. She was reading a weird book with all kinds of..numbers? I had no idea what is was about. I watched as she groaned in frustration and suddenly threw her book across the room. I flinched and put my hands up, thinking she was throwing it at me. Jennie saw and immediately rushed over to the bed.

"Oh baby, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you!" My nerves all vanished as soon as that word came out of her mouth again. 'Baby'. Two days ago she'd called me that for the first time. I felt butterflies in my stomach. No one ever called me by my name, let alone a pet name like that.

I gave her a small smile and opened my arms. Jennie got the message and picked me up. One arm wrapped around my waist, the other one under my thighs. We've done this a lot recently, Jennie says it's a way of showing affection to each other, like hugging. I liked it. Jennie sat on the bed with me on her lap. She hid her face in my neck and let out another frustrated groan. I pulled back from our hug and gave her a questioning look.

Another thing I liked about Jennie is that she understands me without speaking. Just facial expressions is enough for her to understand what I feel. Jennie sighed.

"School is frustrating. I have like, so many tests! And now stupid Math!" School? Math? Confused, I scrunched up my nose and tried to figure out what she was talking about. Jennie chuckled and booped my nose. I let out the softest giggle. Then Jennie's face got serious. "You don't know what math is?" I shook my head no. "Oh..well, its a subject in school, with numbers and equations and stuff." She explained. "Sometimes, they test your knowlegde to see if you've learned well. That's why I have to read that book." She pointed at her 'math' book.

"It's stupid." She chuckled. I slowly nodded, processing all the information.

"S- stupid.." I repeated.

Jennie laughed. "Yeah, stupid Math test."

My eyes widened upon hearing the last word. Test? Like the one with the scary things? I grabbed the sleave of her shirt. "T-..test?" I asked carefully.

Jennie saw the fear in my eyes. "It's okay Lili, you don't have do a test, alright?" She caressed my arms soothingly. I nodded, my fear slightly subsiding.

I decided this was the time. I had to do it now. I got off Jennie's lap and stood in front of her. She looked confused at my actions. Slowly, I turned around and took the hem of my hospital gown. I lifted the gown over my head.

"Lili! What are you do- wow..."

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Jennie POV

I was faced with Lisa's bare back. My mouth hung open at the sight. It was horrifying, yet outstanding. Long, painfully looking red stripes ran from her neck to her lower back. The scars looked deep and serious. Carefully, afraid to hurt her, I traced my fingers along one of the long marks.

"Who did this to you?" I whispered. Lisa peeked over her shoulder, tears streaming over her cheeks. Our eyes met each other and all I saw was two big orbits of black, sad and traumatized. I'd never seen her look so devastated, hopeless. She looked back down and shook her head. I nodded, knowing she wouldn't tell me. Whatever, whoever did this, it must have been traumatizing.

My fingers traced down to a deep scar on her lower back. It was deeper than the rest and it looked different. I decided not to ask what caused it, because I knew I wouldn't get an answer. I put my hands on Lisa's waist and slowly turned her around. She had her gown to cover herself from the front, and looked up to me with those beautiful, innocent eyes. She didn't shy away this time, and I could see so many stories hiding behind those dark, dull orbs. I cupped her face and once again, she sank into the touch.

"I'm happy you told me Lili, I'm proud of you." Lisa smiled and closed her eyes, tears still rolling down her face. I used my thumbs to wipe them away.

Then I realized she was still covering her naked body with her gown.

I cleared my throat. "I, uhh, yeah I'll turn around for a second.."

I turned around so Lisa could get dressed again. I felt a soft tap on my shoulder, telling me she was done. I turned back around and was attacked with arms wrapping around me. I chuckled and hugged her back. 

I love how she can't let me go, how I can't let her go. I love how she trusts me with her deepest secret, even though there is much more to know. I love how I am the one she dares to speak to, I love how she looks at me with those beautiful eyes, and I love how she's so innocent. I subconsciously planted a kiss on Lisa's shoulder, making her melt in my touch. I love how I affect her like that. I gave a few more kisses to her neck as my hands roamed on her waist. Lisa let out a content sigh and was barely able to stand on her legs. I love that. I picked her up and laid her down on the bed. I hovered over her, her arms still wrapped around my neck. I continued rubbing circles on her waist and softly kissed her neck some more. It was addicting. Her fast breaths were warm against my neck. I love it. She let's out a quiet gasp when I bite her earlobe softly. I love that sound. I love this. And just like that, right then, right there, I realized it.

I love her.

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FORGIVE ME!!!! X.X

Finally there's some real Jenlisa whOOP >.> A lot of things are about to happen and I'm so excited ahhh

(Btw, I searched for synonyms for 'eyes' for like 20 minutes..)

Also, I have many many ideas for new stories but I need your help. I'll put some story ideas down here and u can vote, okay? Okay.

1. Space Doc: Where Jennie is a new astrology teacher and Lisa is her worst student. What happens when Lisa convinces Jennie to give her some extra credit? (TOP LISA)

2. You May Be Like Me: Where Jennie is left with a trauma when she accidentally kills someone. Until she's confronted with Lalisa, a gang member (TOP LISA)

3. Could We Be More?: Jennie and Lisa have been friends since childhood. Where Jennie is sweet and caring, Lisa grew up to be the school's hottie and hooks up with everyone. But what happens when Lisa develops sexual feelings for her longtime friend? (TOP LISA)

4. Have We Met?: Instagram story where model Lisa meets Jennie, her number one fan. (BOTH TOP)

Let me know which one you like ^.^

Bye bye loves