Living with the crew❤️

Wait, What?

"Hey Austin. I he-" I listened to Robert make his way into Austin's room as my eyes were closed. I had fallen asleep in Austin's arms. He remained hugging me as Austin whispered "shh. She's asleep"

Robert was silent for a little while, probably whispering something, I tried to hear something. Anything. And all of a sudden Austin shot up from the bed and ran out of the room. I sat up immediately concerned.

Peeking out the window I could see a familiar car in the drive way. All of the boys were outside talking to someone I never wanted to see again, Logan.

I began to get a headache thinking about what could happen so I decided to go out there. I quickly shuffled through Austin's drawer and put on some of his basketball shorts. I definitely did not want to go out in just a baggy T-shirt.

I ran down the stairs, and out of the house to find Austin yelling in Logan's face.

He looked so angry. Even I was a little afraid of him. I had never seen him like this, it was an ugly sight. I ran up to him and pushed his bare chest away from Logan. "Austin! Austin it's okay. You don't need to do this." He backed up still holding his death stare with Logan.

"Aweee look, little Austin needs his girlfriends help" Logan teased.

Austin started breathing harder, and growled "She isn't my girlfriend"

I looked up at him, then hung my head and walked back inside. Rob came running after me. "Jess he didn't mean it. He's just pissed. He isn't thinking clearly."

"Robert. He meant it. Or he wouldn't have said it."

"Well, technically you two aren't a couple, YET."

"I know, but it hurts to know that he wouldn't think of me in that way. I really thought I felt something in that kiss."

"He did too."

"How would you know?"

"I'm his guy best friend. He told me. He really loves you Jess."

"Well, maybe he lied. He obviously doesn't. I am, and always will be just like a sister to him. Maybe he only said it cause that's what he was feeling at that moment."

Robert didn't respond. He just hugged me. And walked back outside.

I stood there for a moment. Thinking.

Was everything Rob telling me true? Or did he just say that to cheer me up? I don't think he would've kissed me the second time if he didn't feel anything for me. I have no idea anymore. I give up. I absolutely HATE Logan now.

As my blood boiled, all of this anger just built up inside me. I couldn't take it anymore. This needed to be over, NOW. I charged outside towards Logan, not listening to anyones calls. Standing straight in front of him I yelled as loud as I could:

"GET THE HELL OFF OF OUR PROPERTY!"

"Or what."

I smiled sweetly then kicked him as hard as I could straight in the private. I turned to see all four boys in shock, then just simply walked away.

I knew it wouldn't be over just yet. SOMEONE will come and tell me how wrong that was. Probably Alex, just so he could say 'I told you so'. Or maybe even Austin, explaining to me that this was the reason why he hated him in the first place, and how stupid I was for even thinking he was different to me. I'm not in the mood for any of this right now. I'm just not.

I ran into my room, and laid on my bed. My emotions were as confused as I was. Angry, heartbroken, in love, hurt, happy, annoyed. I hated it. I absolutely hated it.

All I knew was, I wanted him. And I needed him.