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BTS POV*standing at the lockers*

"Did you do it kook?" Jimin asked.

"Do what." Jungkook said in annoyance.

"Don't act dumb." V butted in the conversation.
"Did you have sex with y/n or not?"
"No." Jungkook said.

The guilt was coming in.

Jungkook POV

"No." I responded. I couldn't tell them the truth.
It's been about two days that I haven't seen her.
I wanted the others to get to know her too but only if she was okay with it. I'm not dating her yet but I would at least like to be friends with her because as you can see she doesn't have any. Am I missing something here? Maybe something that happened before she came to this school? I don't know. I need to figure out my life thought before I get into anyone else's.

Y/n POV
I haven't gone to school in two days. I wouldn't say it's a world record. More like it can join my record of how many times I have missed school. Ever since Jungkook and I had our "moment" in detention I haven't been myself lately. I don't want my past to come back. It's terrifying when you think about it. I was practically the school slut if you ask anyone from my old school.

flashback ;Y/N POV
"Hey, are we still on for today?" Jonny pocked my shoulder. "Fuck off Jonny that was just a one time thing." I yelled back at him. "Oh yea? Want me to tell the principle that you've fucked everyone in the grade? No right? So your gonna do what I say!" He yelled in my face.
"Well fuck you then because I'm no ones toy." I responded.
"But your everyone's little slut and that will never change!" He yelled so loud that the whole hallway heard and stared us down. "You're just mad that I don't wanna have sex with you anymore Jonny. I was bored ok? We were both desperate and we were both around at the time." I rolled my eyes at him and walked away. As I was about to exit that hall and turn to a new one the principle arrived. "Miss Kim. Please come with me to my office." He said comely. "Fuck!" I hissed under my breath.
As I walked down the hallway I looked at everyone who was staring at me and whispering. I looked at Jonny and all I could see on his face was a big smirk across it. Disgusting. That's all I thought of. Why did I even bother to do IT with him ? Out of everyone in our grade it had to be him.

"Have a seat." I sat down on his ugly chair. He continued.
"I've been hearing lots of complaints about you and what you're doing." He said.
"What have you heard and how do you know if it's true?"
"Oh I've heard a lot and I have proof. Did you know that there are cameras in every turn you take in this school? Surprising right? Well they were everywhere when you decide to have sex with everybody in the labs. Why do you do it Y/N? Do you think it's fun?

"First of all, you're creep for looking at my those tapes. Second. I don't do it for fun, I get money to support my parents who work their asses off but get shit. Third, I don't care about anyone's fucking opinion. It's my decision. No one is going to control my life for me. No one needs to know what goes on in my life or at home do they? No, exactly. And I don't need you thinking that you know everything about me either."
"Then I guess I have no choice other than too ex-.." He was about to finish his sentence but I interrupted him.
"NO. You can't! I'm working my hardest. I work my ass off everyday to finish up homework and papers that are do every week. Please. I'll do anything!"
"Leticia, listen! I don't care. You've caused way to many problems for this school before. Out of all of the things you've done this is the baddest. I don't like you Leticia, I don't like the things you do. I will be straight forward with you. I don't like they way you talk or the way you present your self in my school. You should have thought about this before you started having sex with all the guys here. It's not my problem. This is yours and YOU need to fix it. I'm done with you here. You are officially EXPELLED!"

When I heard those words I didn't know what to do.

I mean I did lie to him about my parents. I don't live with them. I barely even talk to them. They kicked me out when I was 16 because they caught me having sex in my bedroom with this older guy. Well I'm sorry that I'm a horny child. Right now my salary is high and I think I can rent a house? Or call my cousin Jisoo so that I can live with her, until I get my own place and find a new school that will be able to except me.

Present; Y/n POV

So right now I'm currently living with my cousin Jisoo. She's a rich 21 year old who works for the CEO. Ever since my uncle died she took over his business. She knows about my parents because I always open up to her when I have problems. I'm staying with her because 1. I don't have a home 2. She's rich 3. She's my cousin so why not?

I'm kind of happy with the decision that I made. My choice to live with Jisoo was the best choice I ever made. I have a home here and finally a family.

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