lost

•t w e n t y- t h r e e•

I got to the lobby as told and everyone was already there waiting for me. Even Taehyung.

I honestly didn't think he would come back.

We got into the van and drove quickly to the stadium. Namjoon said it was going to rain so we had to make it quick.
Rehearse all of the songs quickly and then head back to the hotel.

When we arrived at the stadium, everything was already set up so all we had to do now was be patient.

All of a sudden it started to rain but it was good because we were almost finishing up.

I was walking around the stage with the others and I noticed how Taehyung wouldn't take his eyes off of me.

We were almost ending rehearsal, when Taehyung started walking up to me.

*shoves me*
( i slipped because it was wet, lmao )

"the hell!?" I scratched my head.
He just kept shoving me till I almost fell off the stage.

"Hey stop it!" Jin yelled.
"Taehyung what the fuck." Yoongi said pulling him away.

The whole stadium echoed.
Everyone went silent.

All we heard was Taehyung's heart beating.

boom. boom. boom

I started to walk towards the backstage and I noticed him walking over to me again.
"C'mon Jungkook. Hit me!" He yelled.
"No." I kept walking.
I knew he was mad, but me fighting back would just make him angrier.

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Rehearsal came to an end, and we headed back to the hotel. It was a 15 minute ride and it was pretty awkward. Jimin was blasting his music from the USB cord and he was the only one dancing to the songs.

I went up to my hotel room and waited till dinner was ready while the others showered.
I went up to Taehyung's door to see if he was in there and Jimin walked up to me before I could knock.
"I wouldn't do that... give it time."
That's the problem. I have. Until today at least.
"I just need to talk to him."
"Well I choose life. I'll be down the hallway if you need me. If I hear yelling. You're on your own." He smiled and walked away.

*knock*
"Hey Tae-"

What in the fucking fuck.

Taehyung POV

I got pretty tight when I saw Jungkook at rehearsals. I couldn't bare to see his face.
The whole ride back to the hotel was pretty silent, except for Jimin who was playing music  loudly.
Everyone was just trying to rest, but not Jimin.

When we arrived at the hotel, I told the manager Sejin that I would stay outside for a bit just to catch some air and watch the sunset which was literal art.

As the members walked in I took out my juul.
I know it's bad, but sometimes. just sometimes. i need a break.

I was on my phone and I looked up for a second just to see this pretty girl walk past me. She looked very familiar.