No. 5// Guilt

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I NEVER FELT SO GUILTY IN MY LIFE LIKE IVE CHEATED DEATH SO MANY TIMES. THE CAR CRASH, THE PILLS, THE ALCOHOL, I SHOULDN'T BE HERE.

THOUGH YOU TOLD ME THAT I WAS PERFECT BUT IS THAT THE WORD YOU REALLY HAD TO USE? IVE BASED MY LIFE ON PERFECTION IVE DUG THROUGH SKIN AND COSMETICS JUST TO LOOK LIKE IM WORTH IT.

AND YOU KNOWN THAT ID TRY TO TAKE MY LIFE AWAY THAT DAY. OH LIKE IVE TAKEN THE LIFE OF THAT CHILD AWAY. IVE HAD SO MUCH GUILT TO PAY AND A THOUSAND YEARS SPENT IN HELL WOULDN'T BE ENOUGH TO PAY...

No one will ever know about the bruises on my neck where your kisses took place.

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