No. 9// Leave my body

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THERE'S NOTHING LEFT THAT I HAVEN'T LOST, MY BODY IS STILL BUT INSIDE IT ROTS. ROSES WILL NEVER GROW INSIDE OF THESE RIB CAGES BUT THE THORNS THEY FORM WITH NO ESCAPE. 

I AM NOT PRETTY, NOT NEAT, NOR CLEAN, I AM A MESS UNDERNEATH YOUR BED AND THE REST IS LEFT MOSTLY UNSAID. TEARS WILL FALL IN MID SENTENCE YET I'M SUFFOCATING AT SECOND GLANCES. I WILL LEAVE THIS BODY IF IT KILLS ME BECAUSE YOU ARE STUCK IN MY IMAGINATION AND I CANT ERASE THE PAINTING OR FABRICATIONS. EXAGGERATION.

I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU BUT ITS WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND IF I TAKE MORE THAN JUST ONE PILL I COULD SLEEP FOREVER AND NEVER HAVE TO THINK ABOUT YOU EVER AGAIN.

choke me one more time so I can breathe. 

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