❝dear diary
he did not reply me, oh, i guess we aren't even bestfriends anymore.
the blood and flowers are filling my lungs as i write this, on my bed.
i know today's going to be my last day—i know my own body.
so i'm going to leave a message for him here
sicheng, love, if you ever see this, i want you to know,
sicheng, you were the happiest thing that happened to me in my life—as a bestfriend and a boyfriend. i don't regret loving you and i never will. you were always there for me when my family members weren't. you stayed by me when i was at my lowest. you always cared for me when no one does. thank you for being my best and only bestfriend and boyfriend. you may hate me now but i'll always love you and miss you a lot. goodbye. ❞
-w.xe
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