I"Hyunji!" My brother called
"Yes?"
"Go change into something girly!"
"Why? Where are we going?"
"We are going to the amusement park for Christmas, like your wish! Hurry!"
"Really?!
"Yes! Now hurry!"
"Ok!"I was so happy, me and my family will be going to the amusement park for Christmas, I went to my closet and wore a dress, I wore my shoes and went to the living room.
"I'm ready! Let's go!" I said
"My Hyunji is so cute! Before we go,I will take a picture of you and your brother!" My Mom said holding her camera
"Ok!" Me and my brother said and stood beside our Christmas tree and smiled.
"One.. Two.. Three!" Mom took the picture and looked at it
"You two are so cute! Let's go now, your Dad is waiting in the car, outside." Mom said, she held our hands and went to the car."Are we all now ready?" Dad said happily after putting on his seatbelt
"Yes!- Sis, this is going to be the best day ever!" My brother said excitedly, punching the air, all of us laugh.
"Yeah! Me too, I can't wait to play anything in the amusement park with you!" I said the same energy as my brother.All of us were singing the song that was playing on the radio, we were laughing and having a great time, until Dad got distracted and didn't keep an eye on the road.
"Honey! Look out!" Mom noticed when there was a car heading to us with full speed and that's when my brother started crying, I was scared but comforted my brother.
"Please don't cry! We will be alright! Nothing will happened, Dad is strong enough to avoid this!" I comforted my brother who was clutching my hand, he's hand was so cold that I felt bad."Honey!" My Mom shouted, tears on her eyes, Dad tried to avoid it until the car crashed on us.
My eyes were blurry trying to stay awake, I can see a lot of people surrounding us while talking to their friends and families.
"P-please s-save my b-brother.." I tried reaching out to someone but I was too weak, they can't even hear me
"I h-hope t-they can s-save my b-brother." That was the last thing I tried to say until I blacked out.°~•~°~•~°
"I have two good and bad news," The Doctor said fixing his glasses
"W-what is it, Doctor?" Dad asked holding both me and my Mom's shoulder
"The good news is that all of you are saved but the bad news is the boy is dead, he couldn't make it." The Doctor told everything, Mom was crying and looked at me
"This is all your fault! If only you didn't force us to take you !" My Mom yelled at me, My eyes started to tear up
"Your brother should be the one standing right beside us! Not you!" My Mom yelled causing everyone to look at us, I clenched my fist as tears streamed down my eyes like a waterfall
"Miss, calm down!" The Doctor said worriedly
"Honey, it wasn't Hyunji's fault! Calm down!" Dad said
"How am I going to cal-"
"It's all your fault! It's not mine! I didn't force you to take me to the amusement park! And if Dad didn't got distracted and didn't took his eyes out of that road!" I yelled at them
"Han Hyunji!" My Dad yelled my name
"It's true!" I shouted and left the hospital
"Hyunji! Come back here!" I heard my Dad said as I ran out of the hospital.I went to the park that is not that far to my house, I stayed in the park the whole night and went back to my house after staying in the park not daring to sleep, I cried the whole night thinking about the accident that happened.
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After the accident Mom hated me, she would hit me and blame me about my brother's death, while Dad doesn't talk to me, he never did after the accident everytime Mom will hit me, Dad will just look with sadness.
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I clutched the picture of me and my brother as I thought about my past.
"Why did he die? Instead of me?" I asked myself and realized I was crying
"And why am I crying over this? It's too late, he already died, Mom and Dad doesn't love me anymore as their daughter." I said to myself, I was so frustrated and crumpled the picture and throw it outside of the window out of anger. I sighed and I soon realized what I have done."Oh no! The picture!" I yelled ruffling my hair out of frustration
"It's the only one I have! I have to find it!" I said to myselfI went outside not bothering to wear a jacket or any protection. I was outside and it was freezing.
"I forgot about my condition!" I whispered coughing as the snow fell down on my head.
"I should find the picture quickly and go back home!" I said to myself, almost falling down.I searched for the picture, until my phone rang, someone was calling me. I answered the phone couching loudly.
"Hyunji? Are you ok? You're outside aren't you? Go home quickly! What's wrong with you?!"
That voice..
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Fanfiction"I Feel So Weak." "This Is Going To Be My Last Christmas." [COMPLETED]