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by caiilll

by caiilll

"Hyunji, I know you're outside."
"No I'm not, Jinyoung." I said trying to hide myself from coughing, I was already feeling dizzy
"I know you're outside, turn around."

I turned around weakly and saw him
"J-jinyoung.."
I was too weak to come up to and soon lose consciousness.
"Hyunji!" He shouted and ran toward me quickly and that was the only thing I saw after I collapsed.

•~°~•~°~•

"I hope Hyunji is okay."
"How did this happened to her, Jinyoung?"
"It's been so long and this is now her, she doesn't need her parents!"
"I hope she will wake up soon."
These are all that I heard as I was waking up, My eyes opened weakly the same as my body.
"Hyung! She's waking up!" I heard Bambam's voice
"Hyunji! Don't move! Just stay here, you should rest or your condition will get worse." Jinyoung said helping me lay back down
"Where am I?" I asked looking around still weak
"You're in our house, you should stay here until your parents comes back." Jaebum said giving me water, I took the water and drink it.
"I'm fine, I should head back home." I said and stood up but Jinyoung softly made me lay back down.
"Geez, you're still the same Hyunji." Jinyoung said
"What's wrong, Hyunji? Why are you in a hurry?" Mark asked sitting beside me
"I should really get going," I said trying to get out but they all stopped me.
"Tell us what's wrong, and were going to take care of it." Mark said
"Yeah!" Bambam and Yugyeom said
"Tell us, Hyunji." Youngjae said looking at me with worried eyes.
"I was in my room and I thought about my past holding the picture of me and my brother, I got frustrated and threw it out the window by accident." I said with a weak voice
"And you went outside not wearing a jacket or anything just to find that picture?" Jinyoung asked, I just nodded Jinyoung sighed
"Ok, we will find it for you, let's go guys." Jinyoung said wearing his jacket
"Someone should stay here with Hyunji." Jaebum said
"Who?" Youngjae asked
"Jaebum should stay."
"Yeah! He's like a Dad anyways."
"Are you okay staying here and will take care of Hyunji?" Jinyoung asked placing a Jaebum's shoulder, Jaebum nodded
"Sure," Jinyoung smiled
"We'll leave now!" Jinyoung said
"I'll find that picture, Hyunji! I promise!" Youngjae said smiling
"T-thank you," I smiled weakly to them and then they left.

It's been a few minutes since they left and me and Jaebum are getting along.
"You're really funny, Jaebum." I complimented him laughing about a joke he told me
"Not really, I just tried." Jaebum said blushing
"Eh? Your face is red! Are you blushing!?" I laughed as I saw him blush more
"Hyunji! I'm not!" Jaebum said drinking water quickly, I chuckled at his reaction
"I'm really happy to see you smile and laugh again," Jaebum said, looking at me in the eyes and smiled, making me blush
"Look who's blushing now?" He laughed at me and smiled after, making me blush even more.
"Stop! I-i need water," I said and faked my coughing.
"I know you're not coughing, just admit that you love me." Jaebum said giving me a cup of water, I pouted
"You tease to much," I said, drinking the water, he then laughed.

°~•~°~•~°

"Did you all find anything?," Jinyoung asked searching through a thick snow
"No, hyung." Yugyeom said looking around
"It should be here somewhere.." Youngjae mumbled digging through a thick snow.
"I think we should head back, it's freezing out here." Mark said blowing on his hands
"Yeah, we barely have thick coats to wear and some of us don't have mittens and it's really cold." Jackson said hugging Mark, Jinyoung sighed
"Fine, let's go." Jinyoung said, they all left until they noticed one of them was missing.
"Where's Youngjae?" Bambam asked, Jinyoung turned around and saw Youngjae still searching for the picture.
"Youngjae!" Jinyoung called him
"What?!" Youngjae asked not looking at them.
"It's freezing out here! We should head back!" Jinyoung said in a worried voice.
"Don't worry about me, I'm wearing a good coat and a mitten, you guys can head back I'll stay here and search for it, after all I promised Hyunji that I will find it." Youngjae said waving his (cute) hands for them to leave, Jinyoung sighed
"Be safe out here, okay?"
"I will, Goodbye!"
"Bye,"

•~°~•~°~•

"I promise, Hyunji! I'll find it for you! We've never seen each other since the accident. I want us to be close, a-again.." I didn't realized I was crying when I said those words to myself.

I miss the old, Hyunji.
I miss my childhood with her.
It's not fun without her.
If only that accident didn't happened.
Me and Hyunji would be happy.
We could play like the old times.
If only.