We are sheep and you can't be a Shepard

 It is society

discomfort

pain.

We have stuck ourselves in such an unnatural, grueling experience

stress is such a commonplace

to hold it is almost obedience.

 It is sticking our head into a hole,

into devices,

into what we think is our soul.

Thrill seeking is against our every will

against how we are too aware

against how we do not care.

 It is burdened

black

and light

We know almost everything and almost nothing

We do not know our future or of other life

but we hope in finding it

 Afterlife?

Who cares.

everyone.

Our people

our time

our failures

our policies

It is all useless and we shouldn't think so far ahead

but we have made it so we have to.

It is turning a blind eye to our past

to what we know is fact

or believe is fact.

We do not follow our own rules,

of animal conservation or care

for we are animals

the biggest ones

never physically, but everything else

We think.

Let us indulge in fantasy

for we are too aware

hating our own reality.

Discouraged by our own.

How are we meant to look forward

when all we do is continue

the same loops,

same activities,

same thoughts,

same advancement.

Why do we insult other people

when we should only defend ourselves and close others

because we are 'only human'

but human should only be us

racism doesn't make sense

homophobia doesn't make sense

religion doesn't make sense

but nore does anything else really

which is why we shouldn't truly care

But we are too aware

and believe it is all we have

 Our time currently is too late for our tastes

or too early for our wishes.

We can't be back in a time we wish we were

or a time we wish we could be.

We will never experience light travel

and will never experience fast evolution,

for we are the last humans

and we are destroying whatever we have left.

For we are the last humans

and we homo sapiens 

had killed all the rest