Cupcakes and Mistakes

12

Lisa's POV

Three weeks. It took me three weeks to think and realize that I was stupid for pulling that trick between her and Jungkook.

What if Jungkook decides to get back with her?

What if he gets mad for what I did?

What if he tells me to back off and mind my own business?

If any of this actually happens, I won't be able to save my face after all those things I said to her. I'd appear as a loser and pathetic.

Above all this, what adds up to my frustration is that Jungkook didn't even bother answering. Looking back, I acted like some possessive bitch who's trying to get in between two people who had a relationship when I don't even have anything to do with it.

You are so stupid, Lisa! Pabo!

I gritted my teeth and lightly hit the top of my head in frustration.

Just pretend nothing happen when you see him. I tried convincing myself.

"Yah! This girl has gone mad," My attention was caught by the sound of waves of laughter of my members, Jisoo unnie even raising her eyebrows.

We were currently inside our van on our way home. We just came back from our concert in Japan.

"Japan made her lose her cool," Chaeyoung laughed and I glared at them earning a new set of laughter from the three.

"Seriously, Lisa, are you on your period or something?" Jennie unnie asked, amused at my reaction.

My eyes scanned the three and they were all looking at me like I killed someone secretly or something. Too bad, it's probably my self-esteem that has been buried - alive,  if I may add.

These three don't even know the shit I had to go through these past weeks. But it's still my fault. I knew they will scold me if I tell them. Then again, it was my decision. I carelessly decided for myself just because I feel bad for that fucker who had the decency to leave my message on seen.

"Unnie, I am stupid!" I inanimately cried while grabbing a fistful of my hair, the three laughing once more.

"What, did you confess with someone or what? Coz that'll be totally awkward if you got rejected," Jisoo unnie asked. By this time, our van was already down the basement parking, our manager maneuvering it to the designated lot for us.

I hissed at her words and Jennie unnie moved forward and pinched my cheeks.

"Let's go eat some icecream, Manoban. Stop with your tantrums," Chaeyoung patted my shoulder as the door suddenly opened, our other manager urging us to go out.

For some reason, my heart skipped a beat when she called me by my last name. Jungkook often calls me that.

Ge'ez,  Lisa. Get yourself together.

"Lisa, did you do something wrong? You took your Mom's favorite bag again, didn't you?" They continued asking while we're on the elevator. Our manager no longer with us.

"That was one time! And for the record, I told her I'm borrowing it and she forgot," I bantered and Jisoo unnie just stuck her tongue out,  messing with me.

"Stop asking me weird questions. It's not like you guys don't act like this from time to time. I mean, Jennie unnie acted like some cat even rolling on the floor three months ago when she got drunk," I whined, even stomping my feet a little and that made them tease me even more.