the truth of past

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Shiv's pov...
I was reading her diary, reminding all those golden moments. I swear, i never thought to cheat her but somewhere betting her i realised that i cheat her. So, i decided to tell her how much i love her.

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After alot of mind and heart fight. I decided that this girl. Miss annika trivedi has stolen my heart. I fall for her brutally.now i dont want to betray her. I want to live my whole life with her thats why i confessed my love to her. That day she didn't said to me anything just smiled. That smile was proof for me that she loves me too. We were now so comfortable with each other, our hugs,her cheek kiss made me more fall for her. I went direct in that page where she got to know about bet.
Her diary-
Dear diary,
  Today, i was going to confess him that i love him too. He would be so happy no. I have decided that now i will live with him whole my life. Today i wore the dress which he gifted me. But after knowing the truth i understand that was not love. It was just attraction. You want to know how i get to know about truth and which truth i got to know. ( now i am too attentive to know how she got to know and exactly what?)
"i was searching him when i bumped with vikram.
Vik-hey, annika you look gorgeous today. He said flirting with me.
Anni-thanks, vikram. Did you see shivaay somewhere? His cell is also not connecting. (i was out of town because of buisness meeting from that day i was going to join our buisness,i want to give you surprise. But you went.)
Vik-he was with tia.
I was jealous somewhere.
Anni-what is he doing with her?
Vik-oh come on annika as if you dont know what a girl and boy do alone. (what the hell, why is he lying?)
Anni-vikram, dont you dare to say a word against him. I threatened him angrily.
Vik-ohhh looking your anger i can say that shivaay won the bet.
Anni-which bet? I asked confusingly.
Vik-ask your shivaay. He smirked and went.
I dont trust vikram. Shivaay cant do this. He must be here or there and as always forget his cell. I went on searching him. When my foot stopped by the conversation of daksh and vikram.
Vik-daksh, bro you are defeated by sso.
Dak-i know yrr, i can't believe she chose shivaay, she trapped in his plan.
Vik-yeah, she fall in love with him. Then they discussed how shivaay fooled me. Seriously shivaay bet me. Am i any doll?whom you can bet with anyone .i am now disgusting myself. (no annika, please don't disgust yourself.) my heart said, just confront him, but my mind said leave him and for the first time i heard my mind's voice.now i have decided to move on from this city, from him. I dont want to confront him, my heart is broken till the eternity as i got to know that my best friend bet me. Gauri (my friend) told me many times about this but i thought she is kidding. But no she was right. He bet me. (why did you choose your mind voice annika, you should have confront me, slap me,scold me, punish me but you left me. Without saying a word to me. My heart is bleading, i am now more guilty.) i read every page of that diary where i got to know that aryan knew everything about me, how he supported her, how she agreed to marry him and how she gave name our love as a mere attraction. I am now crying bitterly. I am so low infront of annika and aryan. Annika, who still not confronted me about past, didn't even ask me that why i bet her. She did not say a word to me. Still behaving normal to me.and aryan knowing about he is letting me live alone with annika. Thinking about this matter i cried alot,cursing myself for the situation. Suddenly i heard a car honk. She came back. I cant stand infront of her even. So, i rapidly wrapped up everything and lyed on the bed acting as i am sleeping.
"shivaay, shivaay. Where are you billu?look i am back."she shouted with enthusiasm. My tears were not controlling in my eyes, i want to cry outloud but i cant.then i sensed her.
"uff, this boy na, slept this early. "i can feel she covered me with much care and ruffles my hair, i was closing my eyes tightly. Trying hard to act normal. "good night shivaay"she whispered and went.leaving me in my broken state.

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