realization of love

finally they meet

Anni's pov-
I was barking at the worker just then my heart skip it's beat.it was thumping like hell.is he here?No,how can he be here?But this feeling is increasing making my breath uneven.as I was thinking about my feelings just then someone tap on my shoulder.a shiver ran down to my spine.yes,he is here.my heart screamed without seeing the person.i turned around and my breath hitched.he is standing there.looking all dashing in his tuxedo.urrghhh his tuxedo love.but I checked him out shamelessly,while I can sense that he is too doing the same.then we shared a long eyelock.as if try to share each other's pain through eyes.but my daze gets broken when I engulfed in a tight hug by him.urrghhh how much I missed his warmth in these 4 years.i want to squeezed in his arms,I want to reciprocate the hug tightly but how can I?No,it's not right.i just hummed in response.
He broke the hug.he was looking at me disappointed as this is the first time when I didn't reciprocate his hug.i can see he is hurt.my eyes ached by seeing him hurt.but I am sorry it's important for him.we are not meant to be together.its just friendship and nothing else.i scold my heart.
I smiled faintly.
Me-what a pleasant surprise shivaay you here?
I nodded to the worker to go for his work.
Shiv-well,its not seem that it is pleasant surprise for you.he said half hearted.
Oh how much I want to tell him that I am so happy for seeing him after damn 4 years.but no,I can't .
Me-its not like that.i am happy to see you here.its just you popped here suddenly.i said while we headed to private cafeteria.we sat there.
Shiv-suddenly.everything is happened suddenly.like you left me suddenly,then I got your address suddenly,then I came to you suddenly.he said.it seems he is still hurt because I didn't reciprocate his hug.
"He is here just behave normal like friend,he was your friend,he is your friend and he will be your friend forever."my mind stated.
"Stupid mind",my heart murmured.
Urrghhh,I have this problem since long time.but this time I'll go with my mind.
Me-its not like that shivaay,I know that was my mistake for disappearing like this.but try to understand my situation.
Shiv-what kind of situation made you leave me alone?i promise you this situation will never come in between us.
My tears now threatening to fall.but I swallowed them..
Shiv-its okay,you can take your time.i'll wait for the day you told me about the situation by your own wish.
Me-thanks.well you are looking much more dashing and handsome then before.i tried to light the atmosphere.
He smiled widely,
Shiv-well,you see I am now more hot than before.its just God's grace.he said proudly.ufff his self praising habit will never go.i rolled my eyes.
Shiv-annika.
Me-hmm.
Shiv-dont mind ha.but you look fatty after damn 4 years."meri yaad me kuch jyada hi kha liya tha kya."he joked.but I frowned as he called me fatty.i took pepper sprinkler which was already present in the table and angrily sprinkled whole pepper in his coffee,which was arrived after 2 minutes.
"Idiot",I muttered frustrated.
He suppressed his giggle.i can see that.
Me-shut up you idiot why are you giggling now.i huffed in anger.
Shiv-after 4 years.you are just like before.you and your pepper sprinkle habit.he said beautifully.making me drown into our flash back.
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