HEARTBREAK AND MY OTHER ADDICTIONS

THANKFUL

In some ways I am grateful you stabbed me in the back.

You, the love of my life.

I am grateful you left me at my lowest, searching for happiness while buried in the sands of your lies,

Because with time I have come to realize that you were exactly what I thought you would be,

The most important person that would come into my life.

You lit up my world with your smile and glee,

You gave me pleasure beyond what my mind could imagine,

I showed you my scars and you loved me for me.

And though it wasn't me, I am happy you met the love of your life,

I just hate that he turned out to be my best friend.

So thank you for being the most important thing.

The one that reminded me that I do not matter and love is a façade meant for the weak.