HEARTBREAK AND MY OTHER ADDICTIONS

THE ONE I COULD NOT TITLE

I am what my friends call chronically sad,

For no reason,

I just have this thing where I start over-thinking every little thing, I basically think myself into a bad mood.

I do not want to say I am depressed because that word scares me.

I want to overcome this, I no longer want to feel unloved, I want to be able to trust and I want to let people care.

I sometimes feel like ending it all but then I am not brave enough and that will only pass the sadness on to other people,

I do not want to be anyone's source of suffering.

Suicide is not the answer for me, I hope it isn't for you either.