Hi guys, This is another chapter of the book. Now I know that someone had requested a Maid!Tom x Tord but I really want to get this one out of the way. So today's chap will be based off of this pic:
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I love this artists style honestly. Anyways, ENJOY!
I was just sitting on my bed playing around with susan (his bass) and I just strung a few tunes. It had been a few weeks after the.....accident. Six weeks to be precise and I actually had this feeling....like I miss Tord. 'c'mon Tom snap out of it, he's a communist bastard! He broke you..more importantly...........he broke your heart'
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Tom: DAMNIT! F*CK YOU!
I started to shout out of nowhere, I have no idea why but I just had this urge. I threw susan across the room not really caring if she broke and I brought my knees up to my chest as I also wrapped my arms around them. Then I just broke down crying. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
Why Tord?
Why did you make me fall for you?
Do you even love me back?
He probably doesn't......
He thinks your weird!
You freak!
He would never even kiss your cheek for a million dollars!
You disgust me!
DIE ALREADY!
No one will even notice you gone....
I tried to hold back a scream. I can't...I can't do this alone, I need him and I need him now! I quickly shot up and ran downstairs to get about five bottles of smirnoff. I'm going to get drunk as hell wether Edd likes it or not. I went back into my room and downed the bottles in one second. The alcohol burnt my throat ever so slightly and God did it feel good! I smiled to myself and everything suddenly went black.
(TIME SKIP)
I had woken up to a loud yell, I wonder who it is. As I got up though my head was throbbing in so much pain. Oh my Lord what was I thinking? I frantically looked around for some painkillers but I had a feeling like they were downstairs.
Tom: well only one way to find out.
I got up as I almost tripped over but I kept my balance. I then headed for the door and opened it slightly when I heard Edd's and Matt's voices.
