So, since I completely abandoned my diar- I mean journal in real life. I decided I'll move it onto Wattpad because I said so!!! Read or don't, not my decision. (And childrens this isn't a diary because that's on my tablet XD)
"We love to talk about how you'll come up to visit me, And we'll rent a car and we'll drive upstate." - Affection, Cigarettes After Sex.
I'm so mad. I just wrote this whole thing and then wattpad closed randomly and deleted all my work. I was about to publish it too. I don't even remember what I wrote. Lemme try and summarize what I can remember. I'm moving to Rhode Island next summer and I don't know how to feel. I don't want to make new friends because I like the friends I have already. I don't like Texas but I want to be with my friends. I'll only be there for a year before we move to Maryland or Virginia idk. I wanna dye my hair and I have a list of colors, here it is: "slate" or grayish blue, white, a darker like brown or something, obviously rainbow. That all I have. If you got any ideas, hmu. My mom brought home an old easel that one of my grandparents had and boy it's dusty. It'll be fun to use once it's set up and I have my materials, I keep losing my paint and I'm very frustrated. Literally don't know where they are. I had a ballet lesson today and I'm tired. Ever since I've started taking lessons, my poetry is more dance based. Minus Breksta I wrote that before. I wanna go be gay. Like I wanna get my squad of gays and we need to go do gay stuff. I heard that gays drink coffee and read and stuff. But that sounds expensive. Idk get my gays, let's do something squad. Christmas is coming and I'm going back to Oklahoma. I don't know what to do for gifts and I'm panic. Like idk what to do for some of them. (Speaking of which _InYourDreams_ I will give u Wilma whenever.) The eighth season of vld is coming out tomorrow and I'm excited. Like H I T ME with that gay shit. Yeah. That's all I can remember. I'm also listening to one of my podcasts. Yeet hh.
Until next tiiiiiiime, look at mah feet!! I'M TRYING TO BRING THIS BACK (it comes out sideways and I cant)
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