Good girl gone Badass

Chapter 22

THIS IS A VERY SOFT CHAPTER NO VIOLENCE OR OTHER BADASS STUFF IN THIS CHAPTER.

THIS CHAPTER IS MORE ON FEELINGS LETS START HEHE~

~Rien_Anne❣️

WORD COUNT: 702 Words

Brier's POV-

Once she got to her room, her mom,dad and brother started crying. I sighed as I looked at them with pity. Without thinking I walked towards her room and started knocking.

"Hey Sierra? It's me Brier... I just wanted to talk ok? I'm not here to make you feel bad" I said softly trying to tell her that I mean well. The door that was once closed suddenly opened only to reveal a girl that I never thought would see her in a state of vulnerability. She looked at me with her puffy red eyes and it was like once her eyes connected with mine. My world came crashing down. It was like all I wanted was to comfort this girl infront of me. A girl that looks so fragile and innocent, A girl that I thought I'd never see.

"Brier..." she sniffed and hugged me so suddenly that I stumbled back alittle bit. I quickly held her tightly afraid  that she might have fainted but luckily hearing her sniffles I was relieved. I quickly carried her bridal style and went in her room. After doing so I laid her on her bed tucking her in and taking a strand of her hair and putting it at the back of her ear.

She watched me the whole time. I noticed she stopped crying once I laid her down. It was as if she was pacified by the bed. I starred at her eyes and kiss her forehead as I whispered goodnight to her.

When I was stand up to go, she grabs my hand. I turned to her and tilted my head.

"Pls... tell them... I'm sorry..." with that she let go of my hand and turned away from me. I can hear her sniffs again but decided that it's best to leave her alone.

Once I left her room, I realized that I have witnessed a girl who is classified as cold hearted be vulnerable. I witnessed her in need of someone to talk to but she just won't let it out. Was she like this when things started to turn her world upside down? She looked like she was sincere about the apology. And the way she cried... I never expected that...

Maybe she's not as strong as I thought... maybe she's just wearing a mask to hide everything... or maybe she's not really bad... maybe she's just...

Lost

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SIERRA'S POV-

After I went in my room, I felt the verge of tears coming towards me. I didn't know what was happening, but the hurt I feel inside it's something I've felt before. Seeing my family's state, seeing them cry bc of me triggered something inside me. Maybe it's bc I used to cry bc of them and now seeing them cry bc of me makes me feel guilt.

I wanted revenge. I wanted to make them realize what they did, the monster they made. But now I feel like I'm the one who sees the monster I've become. I don't like this as all. I'm supposed to hate them not pity them. They lost me before and I'm never going back to who I was. But seeing them like this... it makes me Pathetic. I can't feel pity towards them! Their the reasons why I'm doing such things. They made me this way...

After Brier left, I felt empty. Everytime I was with Brier? I would feel warmth. I hated him but at the same time the warmth that he only brings wouldn't go away. I can't be in love bc I don't have butterflies in my stomach crap. I just feel comfortable with him... his like a bear. What am I even thinking ofc he is his a playboy always have and always will be.

I just wanna drift away from my life. I don't wanna admit that I'm confused of how I'm feeling. Bc all the past few years will be put into waste if I admit. I don't want that to happen EVER.