Is it love?

What?

I went to the hospital... 

The doctor held papers an looked at them he then looked at me

"Maddi.. i hate to tell you this but, you have stage three brain cancer"

i looked at him no not again i remember what i went through i don't want to do it again.

"What? No No the doctors said i would never have it again!"

My Dad was in the room.. i could tell he wanted to cry.

"So let me guess.. I..i have to get surgery again?"

The doctor looked at me "Maddi i am not sure yet but, we may have to start you on chemo therapy"

"I will tell you as soon a possible, i will leave you alone.."

I looked at my Dad i knew he felt bad i mean Nick had  told him that Mark was my ex boyfriend, and now i have cancer.

"Dad....."  Dad hugged me tight "i am sorry Maddi i am going to call your mom.."

Dad left i wept an wept

"Knock"Knock" 

I  looked at the window to see Shirea.

"Shirea!" i said as she went in the room hugging me

"Maddi.... i am so sorry........"

we cried together.. she looked at me 

"Maddi you are going to make it, you fought it once you can fight it again"

i looked at her with tears in my eyes"Your the best friend ever, but, promise me you want tell Nick..... i will tell him when i am ready, but i can't tell him yet.. it will hurt him more.."

she smiled at me "i promise..."

i got out of the hospital but they said i would need my hair cut shorter..

2 Weeks later

i went to Shirea's house and went into her room

"Okay Maddi do you trust me with these scissors so i can cut your hair"

I Laughed "Of course i do"

she started cutting my hair

I then looked in the mirror after she was done

"Maddi wait here is this hat.. the doctors remember wanted you to get use to wherein it"

she smiled at me.. 

i replied "Yes... i remember.

"WOW so beautiful, but i wish i i did not have to do it for that reason.."

She smiled "well you looked good"