My Brother's Beta (REDONE)

the pinic and the aftermath

When we got to school, we weren't late. We had every class together but not 6th. We also sat together in most so yay! Super duper happy about that, like any girl would be! I get to see my mate's sexy face all day! I walk in to first period, after stopping by my locker. Classes seem to go slowly till finally lunch. I walk to his car with Aidan. He is going on about some topic. I'm really not paying attention. I'm too excited to finally go on a date with him. He waves his hand over my face.

"What?"I looked at him.

"Have you been listening to anything I've been saying?" He looked at me with love in his eyes.

"No, not really. I'm just to excited about our 'date'." He laughed.

We finally got to the car. He opened and shut my door for me. After he got in, I started asking questions.

"Where are we exactly going?" I was curious.

"You'll see."

"You know I hate surprises."

"I know." He laughed and grabbed my hand.

We had random conversation and held hands all the way to the mystery location. It was killing me not knowing where we were going. Finally he pulled into a park. I knew it!

"Yay!" I squealed. He gave me a look that said,'I'm surprised by everything you do. Marry me?'

I run out after he opened the door. I ran to the swings. He knew how much I love to swing. I opened the basket. He sat on the other swing. It was a nice day. No crazy wind. We eat.

"I'm tired." He started.

"Of what?" Werewolves don't get that tired.

"Of this. I don't want this to be a secret. I want to be able to kiss you when ever I want, not just when ever we are alone. I want to be able to call you mine, in front of everyone!" Sigh, I know this was coming one day. I just thought this would happen after high school.

"I thought we were going to wait. Until my brother found his mate."

"It's killing me though! I want to be able to freaking cuddle with you every movie we watch! Don't worrying about your brother killing me. I want to be able to go in your room every night and openly cuddle in there! I want to even trying double dating with Liam!"

"No, not until he found his mate! That was the one rule of this!"

"In a real relationship there are no rules! Just love!" My brother though...

"But I can't do that! You know that I can't! You know my past! He is overly protective! I thought you really loved me enough to not care! I thought I was enough!" I run away from him. Well tried.

"No you aren't going to run away after saying that! I know your past and it kills me inside not being able to say hey I'm the best for your sister! I'm not like him! I"m different! I want just you but that means saying to other guys she is MINE! Not for anyone else to touch! I loved you enough to want better than me for you. I guess if you can't really see how much I care.... this isn't working."

"Aidan no! Don't say that! Please don't!" I started to cry. He turned me around and wrapped me in his arms.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry! I hate that I'm being selfish but this is about giving and taking."

"What are you saying? That to have you... I have to take away my brother's sanity!" I said through tears.

"No, not that at all! To show him that I'm the one for you! That this time, I'm the real deal! I'm not faking it! I really love you! I want to scream it at him! I'm in love with you! I'm hopelessly in love with you. I want everyone person to know that! I just want you to be able to overcome your past and see what love is really! I want to shower you with dates and kisses in the public eye! Not taking lunch with us and finding a secret spot. I think he would be okay knowing your mate was me. I'm his best friend. I'm not like HIM." He pulled us down to the ground when he started his love speech.

"I hate doing this! But I'm not sure he will think that. I really do so I can't tell him." I was scared to look up at him.

"It's me or him! Not both of us happy!"

"Are you really making me choose that?!" How could he!!!

"Yes, I'm tired of being on the sidelines! I feel like this doesn't mean anything to you!"

"I means everything to me! But so does my brother! I can't choose! I refuse to chose! It's not fair to me! Stop it!" This time, I was hitting his chest. Weakly but still proving a point!

"No! It's unfair to have me be your little pet! Come here, stay away, lets hide away! You have been stringing me along for too long. It's... this is exhausting for me! I feel trapped! And the only thing I'm asking from you is to tell him you love me!" 

"I can't!"

"You have a week! You either tell him yourself... or I will and reject you forever!" He got up and walked away. He throw his keys at me.

This picnic was over. Him walking away... me driving away in tears......

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I finished school. But Aidan wasn't there. Not that I thought he would be. When I got to the pack house, he wasn't there. Nicole came to me asking where he was.

"I don't know. All I know is he left me." I walk away before she could hug me or see my tears. I went to my room. I cried till I hear Liam walking up the steps. He knocked on my door. I whipped my face off.

"Come on in."

He walked in as happy as could be.Till he saw my face.

"What happened?" His voice was filled with concern.

"Doesn't matter! Just tell me why you are so happy, please." He nodded. He knew I wasn't going to talk.

"I found my mate! I'm meeting her tonight! She's human though. Her name is Nicki. I'm already in love. She is so feisty when she wants to be! She's got this long blond hair and blue eyes that make me go weak at the knees. I know she's is the perfect mate!"

"Aww I'm so happy for you, Liam. Go tell dad!" He left me with a kiss on the forehead.

I had to find Aidan. I would tell Liam with him tonight! I wasn't going to wait. I was finally going to do it! I went to Aidan's room. He was in there. He had his music full blast. He was beating his hanging punching bag. He was shirtless and all sweaty. He's back was to me. I knocked. He didn't hear me or didn't care. I walked over to him. He accidentally hit me. I fell down. He looked over at what he hit. His eyes widened when he saw my arm. He strongly believed in no hitting girls. He didn't even do it playfully.

"Oh no!!!!" He got down on the floor.

He started crying rocking himself back and forth. I got to a sitting position and touched his arm. He flinched at my touch.

"Sh. It's my fault! Not  yours."He stopped and looked up.

"No, I hit you! I hit my own mate!"

"It was a accident! Not on purpose!"

"Come here!" I come closer. He wrapped me in his arms. We sat there until I remember what I was going to tell him.

"I"m telling Liam. Tomorrow night. Be with me." He smiled.

"Of course." I left him in his room.

I was happy, every thing was going to be all good.