twenty five
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"it's okay to be mad." -
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johnny hyung found out about it.
safe to say that his reaction was still expected. at least, he didn't blow the whole room up even though he's close enough to do so.
he even threatened me that if i were to do it again he would tell taeyong hyung but i said it's done.
i won't do it, i won't hurt you anymore. that's what i say to myself.
then why is it so hard to keep my hands to myself? it's hard to look at you hyuck. i can't even think of you without having the urge to hurt you again. i'm too used of it, of you by my side and now that you left, i don't know whether i should be happy of it or not.
you left me after having to endured so many things, i should be glad.
but it's hard hyuck. i'm scared.
i'm scared of myself.
i'm sorry.
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l. mh
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Romansa" you still can love someone, and hurt them at the same time. " _____ - marklee, nct. - leedonghyuck, nct. - lowercase intended © stfuhyuck, 2018
