Her True Soulmate

Chapter 11

Landon's POV.

It's been a few weeks and I don't know what she's thinking and it's killing me. I'm giving her space. She deserves that. Yeah we talk but not about that. At least she's not avoiding me anymore.

I don't know how she does it though. She acts like we are nothing more than just friends. I guess that is just what she needs right now and I'm willing to be anything she needs.

It's rough especially moments when I just want to touch her, kiss her, hold her in my arms and never let her go. I'll wait though for however long it takes. I wish I could take her back and fourth to school but I can't. Damn humans.

I've learned a few things about her. Like she's an amazing writer. That poem I made them write the other day was definitely how she hates me but if you read between the lines it's not hate. In her way she was letting my know how she has feelings for me. Wether it conscious or sub conscious I haven't fingered out yet.

"Hey what's wrong?" I ask her as she slowly gets her things to leave my class. She looks like she's been in the dumps all day.

"Nothing." she mumbles.

"Liar." I say. She looks up me like she's ready to bust into tears at any moment. I quickly stood up going to the door shutting it and locking it. I walk over to her pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" I whisper into the top of her head. She's way shorter then me so I have to lean down.

"Anniversary." she says crying.

"Who's?" I ask. Oh god it's hers and that dumbass.

"Dads." she sobs. Oh. Oh shit! I forgot all about that. A year ago today her dad past away.

"Go home." I tell her. She shakes her head no. "Yes and I'll be there as soon as I can." I tell her. I didn't want her to be alone today. I can have someone cover my classes.

"I'm fine." she sniffs.

"Liar. Go home and I'll be right behind you. I'm sure your mom will need you today and how about I take you both to the cemetery today." I say. I've always been told it helps with grieving if they go visit the grave site. You know to talk to there dead loved one.

"Why do that?" she ask me pulling away. I shrug.

"Maybe it'll help the day go by better if you sit and talk with him." I tell her. She looks up at me searching for something. I'm not sure what but whatever it was she found it apparently. She stood on her tippy toes brought a hand up to my neck pulling me down and crashed her lips to mine. She nibbles my bottom lip asking for entrance. I moan loving the feeling. I grant her access kissing her hungrily like my life depended on it.

I lift her up making her legs wrap around my waist. I walk over to my desk sitting her on it. I break the kiss for much needed air but shes not having. She crashed her lips to mine again. This isn't good. Wait the kiss is. The kiss is amazing but not the situation.

"Stop." I pant breaking the kiss. She doesn't listen and attached her lips to mine untucking my shirt and running running her hands up my chest. I moan loving the feeling of her hands on my body. No not like this Landon I tell myself. This needs to stop. "Stop." I pant jerking myself away from her. I put my back against the board.

"Isn't this what you wanted?" she ask harshly getting off the desk. "Isn't that what what all you guys ever want? Is to get down some girls pants?" she ask as she rips my shirt apart making my buttons fly everywhere. I was stunned. I didn't know what to say. I stood there as she attack my chest licking and nibbling her way up to my neck.

"Please stop." I groan as she bites down on my neck.

"Come on Landon fuck me." she whispers harshly. That was it. I grabbed her by the arms pulling her away from me.

"Stop Issa." I say.

"Oh what now you don't want me? Why the fuck not? Is it going to fuck up your time line in the fucking bet?" she ask me harshly. I close my eyes shaking my head. No I have to do this right. I pull her back to me crashing my lips to hers kissing her passionately. She was trying to control it by kissing me hungrily but I'm not going to let it happen this way. She my mate and I love her and she needs to know that. I walk I'd back to the desk lifting her on it. I break the kiss.

"I love you Issa." I whisper kissing her neck gently. She freezes for a second then scoffs.

"Right." she huffs.

"I do." I say moving her shirt so I have access to her shoulder. "More than anything." I tell her kissing down her shoulder. "This relationship whatever it is, is based on you. I'm not going to pressure you into anything." I tell her honestly kissing her shoulder again.

"Don't you want me?" she whispers. I make my way back to her neck.

"More than anything but not in a classroom. Not when you don't really want me. Not when your hurting. Not when your grieving." I whisper to her. "When you really want to be with me. When your ready for my mark." I say scrapping my teeth where I'll mark her at causing her to moan. "When your ready to be with me forever then well talk. I love you Issa please don't make me hurt you and if we do it this way baby I know I'll hurt you." I tell her. She nods sniffling.

"I'm sorry." she whispers. I shake my head no pulling away from her. I cup her face wiping her tears away with my thumbs.

"Don't be. I got to kiss you again. I got to have you in my arms for a little while. So I'm not complaining." I tell her truthfully smiling at her.

"You really love me don't you?" she ask looking into my eyes. I nod.

"More than you realize Issa." I say truthfully. She nods.

"I'm not ready." she whispers looking down.

"I know and I'll wait till you are. Forever if I have too." I tell get honestly. She nods. "Go home I'll be there soon." I tell her. She nods an okay. I grab an extra t shirt from my bag and put it on.

I help her down from the desk walking her to the door. I unlock it leaning down for one quick kiss.

"As soon as I find someone to cover for me I'll be home." I tell her. She nods an okay as I open the door. I watch as she walks down the hall out the front doors.

"Be careful." Max the principle says standing beside me.

"I know but this time it couldn't be helped. It's her dads anniversary." I tell him.

"A year already." he ask shocked. I nod.

"Hey I need someone to cover for me." I tell him. "I'm taking them to the cemetery." I finish.

"Maggie and Alissa?" he ask. I nod. "I'll do it. Go be with them." he tells me as soon as my phone vibrates.

"Thanks Max." I say taking it out. It's Damien. "Hello." I answer.

"Landon get home quick." he rushes out.

"What for?" I panic.

"It's Maggie!" he panics.

"What about her?" I ask.

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