Abused [Taehyung x Reader]

Truth

You woke to the cold feeling of emptiness and Taehyung was not beside you. You sat up and looked around and found him on the edge of the bed looking out he window. You put you hand on his shoulder he flinched a little bit at the contact of your cold hand

"why did you kiss him? After all we've been through?"

He turned his head anger and hurt seen in his eyes. You took a long moment to collect your thoughts and process what was going on. He stood up and walked to the desk resting his hands on it

"I, can explain please just let me explain what happened." "Fine! Let's hear it then!"

He said in a loud yet low voice.
"Well, yesterday when you said that Jimin could ride with me instead of you I was unsure about it but I went along anyways because you wanted to hang with your members. We were driving down the street and came to a red light, he proceeded to confess to me and the next thing you know he kissed me."

That's where you paused before talking again but Taehyung being filled with rage that he could not contain he slammed the table following it with

"SO YOU KISSED HIM BACK?"

The loud noise of his hand hitting the desk and his booming voice made you tremble in fear your legs buckled under you and you started shaking. When he turned around he saw you on the floor. He has never seen you like this his face instantly showing regret.

He got down and approached you calmly not to scare you he touched your hand but you pulled away from the contact and leaned further back away from him. He got up and walked to the door. He couldn't face you as he was crying he knew you needed space. Standing at the door with his back facing towards you he spoke with regret and sadness in his voice

"y/n, I'm sorry Baby, I hope you can forgive me later. I love you"

His voice cracking as he said that last line,
trying to hold back tears he walked out and shut the door as quiet as possible not to scare you any further. You sad on the floor you felt bad for pulling away but you don't control it.

Your anxiety kicks up every time you hear a loud noise or someone yelling. It's just the way you were for a long time ever since the breakup. You sat in that spot for a long time before getting up. You put on a hoodie because it was cold in the house and walked to the door, you took a deep breath and exhaled before opening the door. The lights were on in the kitchen and you walked down the hallway.

You poked your head out to see that all 6 of the boys were sitting or standing around the table. Except for Taehyung. You could hear Namjoon say "alright who was it? We all know why he was yelling earlier." You started listening with your full attention.

"I did" he paused "I kissed her." Said Jimin while standing up from his seat his voice quiet and filled with guilt.

Hoseok sighed and turned around away from the group. He stood there looking at the ground. He looked up and saw your head poking out from the hallway. And his face dropped.

"Guys?" "Hoseok now is not the time" "y/n is here" everyone's head turned and shot over to your direction. It was eerie and quiet the awkwardness so thick in the air that you could almost cut through it.

"We're sorry." Namjoon said. You nodded you walked towards the kitchen table and stoped in front of Namjoon "could me and Jimin have a moment please?" He did as you pleased. "Let's go guys let them talk" you and Jimin watched them leave to their rooms. And you spoke up you wanted to be straight forward. "Jimin, I know you might have feelings and I'm sorry if I hurt you, but what you did was not acceptable I'm sorry I cannot accept these feelings for you but the least I can do to make you feel better is," you paused hesitant to say anything else

"remain friends with you."

Those words tore him and his heart apart 'friends' it kept repeating in his mind. He didn't even agree and just left you in the kitchen alone you sighed and walked into the living room to find Taehyung sleeping on the couch. You were safe from your panic attack and decided to tap him. "I'm
Not asleep" "yeah" "that was really brave of you to say that" it was silent again.

"I'm sorry." You continued to gaze into his brown eyes and nodded "no really, I'm sorry for doing that I'm just worried and protective and maybe a little possessive, which isn't healthy but I'm working on it." He said while looking back into your eyes. "I love you a lot and I would never hurt you." You invited him back into the room and went back to sleep. Tomorrow would be a long day of explaining you though. Drifting off to bed with only one thing on your mind.

Guilt.