trash with a lil perfume spritzed on top

meaningless ramblings

There is so fucking much on my mind, good shit, but I'm too anxious and paranoid to talk to anyone who might actually give a shit. So this is what I'm doing. This isn't going to be organized or very legible at all. I'm not sorry to be honest.

You know who deserves more praise? The entire Whitest Kids U Know cast, that's who. Have you seen The Popcorn Factory skit? Pure comedy gold. The Boy Who Lived on a Mountain of Chairs? I mean C'MON TIMMY IS AN ACTUAL HERO. They deserve whatever award people get for tv shit, I don't know I'm not smart .

Vanilla Coke is so good and I just realized I haven't had any in like a week and I don't feel good about that. I'm getting Vanilla Coke the second I step in a store next and if they don't have any, everyone in that store getting yeeted.

I really really really like sunflowers that's not really important I just don't get why people think roses are better like you're wrong but ok buddy go off I guess

I'm watching The Loud House and I think the mom is wearing fucking clout goggles is she ok?? I want clout goggles because they're just such a good meme. I've pretty much evolved into a literal human meme. I mean people literally do make memes of me but that's not the point. Memes will save the world.

I'm filled with hella good vibes but I'm scared to share my good vibes with anyone which I know is fucking dumb as shit but THATS ANXIETY FOR YA LOL. I'm just a big ball of stress but I'm so happy it's weird as hell. I might start selling my good vibes. $50 for 1 good vibe.

OH I ACTUALLY THOUGHT OF SOMETHING IMPORTANT TO SAY! I'm for real going to try getting my learner's license, and a job, and hobbies, friends, all that good shit that I don't have but very much need. I'm 19 and I'm starting to realize that no matter how hard I wish to be a kid again, that shit ain't happening. Might as well rip the band aid off even though I should've done this shit years ago but that's all good I'm just slow as hell. I got this shit.

Hit or miss? I guess they never miss, huh? You got a boyfriend I bet he doesn't kiss ya, MUAH!!! I'm sorry for this lmao

You know that vine that's like "hey what's up my names jared I'm 19 and I never fuckin learned how to read"? That's just a really good vine and I don't want people to forget such a wonderful app. Vine will never die in my heart and it shouldn't die in yours either.

Last thought for now, I am super attractive. Idk how exactly I went from hating every inch of my body and face for years to loving every inch but I'm glad I did. Loving my appearance feels so fucking good. And I know I'm not even slightly pretty to lots of folks and that's cool and all but they wrong as fuck I'm beautiful I don't fuckin care lmao I glowed the fuck up. My face? GORGEOUS. My body? BANGIN. I am just on fucking fire and ain't no bitch gonna make me think differently. I've come so far with my mental health and I'm still getting better, you can too.❤️

If u actually read this tysm u the real mvp ily mfs