Finding The Right Guy!

The Day Before The Move!

We just walked to Birmingham City Centre and to every make-up & Beauty shop there was. We got lots of make-up and went to my favourite shop. It was a shop/hairdressers. I get my hair dye colours for cheap there & my cousin owns it. I walked in picked up 7 colours of light blue, 3 dark reds, 3 dark purples & 3 dark blues. I also picked up 15 boxes of hair dye remover. I found some super cute clips and bows to go in my hair so I bought them too. It all only came up to £30.

"So how's Alison? She doing okay? Excited to move to Melbourne tomorrow?" My cousin Bea questioned.

"Yeah she's great, I really don't want to leave my friends and family behind but it's a new chapter in my life. Have to turn the page can't just close the book now I've ready started it. Haha yeah well I finally get to do the photography course I've been dying to do. I can get a tan in Aus too." I giggled. "Well I better get back Bea & pack these as In not allowed them in my luggage or they'll take them." I smiled giving her a hug and leaving.

"Okay I'll come round tonight to say my goodbye's okay? I have to say goodbye to my baby cousin." She smiled waving to me as I left the shop/hairdressers. We now had a lot of bags so we called a taxi. We all piled in and got home a few minutes later. My Mum was still upstairs.

"Thank for looking after her Mum. I met Bea when I went to get some hair dye because god knows what colours they do over there." I giggled putting my bags down. "Did you have fun platings with Nonna and packing your bag for tomorrow baby girl?" I smiled picking her up. She nodded and smiled. "Okay baby what do you want to do because Mummy's too busy to look after you at the moment. In about 90 minutes Mummy will come see you okay? Mummy will have blue hair when you see her later." I laughed poking we stomach.

"Can I stay with Auntie Galaxy, Eartha & Georgina please?" She asked in her baby girl voice.

"Sure whatever you want, that means Auntie Isla's going to be dying my hair after helping me finish pack. You four go play outside then." I smiled and put her down as she ran downstairs with the girls following her.

I packed ALL my make-up, body & skin products and my 15 boxes of hair dye. It only took 5minutes surprisingly but I set up all the dye stuff do all Isla had to do was put the gloves on a rub the hair dye remover on, I washed my hair and then she put the hair dye on. I waited for a long half an hour downstairs with the girls then I ran upstairs after 35minutes and washed my hair out. I quickly dried it properly and I now had light blue hair. I came downstairs to everyone waiting for me.

"Here's my blue hair." I laughed and smiled as I was dragged into the room by Isla. I couldn't wait to see what they thought.

"I have a hot mummy. I love you mummy." Alison said making my cry happy tears.

"I love you too baby girl." I smiled picking Alison up. Then my phone started buzzing with tweets. A lot of hate not surprised. I decides to do a video and upload it to Twitter because I didn't want it on YouTube. Dad came in with my suitcase not locked up. Shit I forgot to pack my laptop and chargers. I quickly packed them and sat on the floor with Alison and the girls. I pressed my record button and it counted down from 5.

"So guys I see a lot of people are sending hate towards us all because I'm 17 with a 2 year old daughter. Yes well I'm going to tell you the story about how I fell pregnant with my wonderful baby girl. I've only spoke about this to these 4 girls, my parents behind & my cousin Bea. Okay so my story." I said then looking at the ground not being able to look at the camera.

"You don't have to admit to the world about what happened Ally Darling." My Mom said trying to talk me out of it.

"Yes I do Mum, to stop as much hate as I can." I snapped. "So 3 weeks after my 15th birthday I was just breaking up with my boyfriend at the time who I had been dating for a year & 7months and I didn't love him anymore so I told him that and tried to break us off, but he wouldn't take it, so he would constantly hit me and use knives and stuff to hit me. It was brutal and horrible. After 7 weeks of that I had enough and called the police right in front of him and as J was about to explain I didn't know what to say because he had grabbed me & my phone, ended the call and took me to the bedroom. I was screaming my head off but no one heard at all. He tried me down to the bed and raped me. It was such a horrible feeling and no one should go through that. As soon as he was done doing what I just said, I hate the word, the police burst through the door but when they got to the room he had already climbed through the window. He hid my clothes too so I couldn't find them, I was lying completely naked tied to a bed with police searching the house. They tracked down my phone and came straight to the house. I won't repeat his name for safety reasons. The police untied me, wrapped a blanket around me, took me to the police station, made me explain what happened do they can report it and try to find him but they never did. I went home with my parents when they picked me up an I just lay here where us girls are sitting now, crying to my Mum drinking a lot of hot chocolate and eating a lot of ice cream. I found out I was pregnant when I began to show 4 months already gone. After another 5 months come and I had this beautiful girl in my arms not wanting to let her go. She's always here for me & she's my number one priority." I smiled at the end as Alison & I hugged for about a minute but after about 15 seconds of talking to and hugging Alison I asked one of the girls to stop recording. There was nothing to edit so I decided to put it straight on there. It was uploaded in minutes and I got so much support and sympathy off of our fans it was amazing.

For the rest of the day we went out to parks and buy angel some toys. The girls bought me a goodbye present and I gave them something which meant a lot to me. I gave them all a bracelet I bought the day I met each of them. I never usually take them off. 8pm came and we all went out for a meal. Mum text the girls Mum's to say we were taking them out for a meal. He invited the parents but they didn't want to join.

It was now 9:25pm and I drove everybody home. When I got home Bea was here. She bought some sweets and toys for Alison, Mum a bracelet & necklace. She got me a bracelet with the words 'My brave baby cousin StupidSillySisters' in the bracelet and there were two necklaces but only kne was for me. Bea put it on me, my necklace said Bea & hers said Ally, when we put them together it says 'Bea & Ally" I loved them. I thanked her and headed up to bed. I brushed my teeth, hair, wiped my make-up away and put my phone on charge.

Just as I was about to fall asleep Beau bought Alison up who was sleeping and put her in next to me and within minutes I fell asleep again. I was woken up at 3 by Alison shouting "Nonno & Nonna said we have to get ready to leave for Melbourne in a few hours and we have to get ready." She shouted jumping in excitement. I got up had a quick shower and bathed Alison got both of us dressed packed my bag with pens, pencils, books, my iPad & phone charger. I took everything downstairs and put them by the test of the stuff in the front door. I got us some breakfast & lay Alison in her bright green pushchair before sitting on he sofa to each my own breakfast. Just as I finished my breakfast at he taxi pulled up outside I ran upstairs grabbed my phone and charger and spoke to my app recording myself.

"So guys this is it. Won't be back in England for a while on my way to the airport to move over to Melbourne. I'm gonna miss you England." I said beginning to cry. Thank god I packed my make-up in my suitcase yesterday. I helped pile the stuff into the boot of the taxi before driving off to the airport. I stepped out of the taxi and the cold English breeze brushed against my hair and hit my skin as today I was wearing my favourite clothes. A tight pair of light denim shorts, a boob tube top and I decided to put a thin top over the top. I hate cold breezes touching my shoulders.

We all sorted our stuff out and went to a café and bought something to eat again and got 2 cups of tea for Alison & I. I made her drink the tea in her bottle before we got in the plane as we're not allowed to take it on the plane.