Readers pov
I was walking through the school with my one of my best friends they have always been there for me through thick and thin it was a new term and we had gotten a new timetable luckily we had the same classes or f/n would have skipped all of them, anyway as we were walking we started to have a conversation.
"So have any idea who your going to take to the dance"f/n said curiously knowing we both don't have a date "I don't know, to be totally honest I don't want to go but most likely mum will make me"I said sounding a little annoyed at it then we walked in silence till I saw a smirk going to there face "I'm sure there some hot people you can ask out including in our new class" and I just glared back at them "oh I don't know why haven't you asked f/c out (f/c-friends crush)"there smirk slowly disappeared from there face "I-I don't like them"they stuttered as they crossed there arms in anger and embarrassment, I rolled my eyes at that comment knowing to well that they like them.As we got to our class we were a few minutes late which was totally fine because it was English and I hate English.
As we walked in the class we saw the teacher glare at us, it was not pleasant I must say "hey miss how are you" I heard f/n say in a somewhat nervous way "your late and a/n you know you failed lass term so it would be appreciated if you can at least try this term" the teacher said sternly which would make anyone some what scared "we won't be late again" said f/n knowing to well that they are lying including for f/n I swear they don't give a shit about school as we were looking for seats we realise there's only 2 seats left which were next to each other so we took them.As I was looking around the class at all the students I stopped as my eyes landed on the most beautiful thing I have ever seen she had c/h/c(crushes hair colour) and c/s/c(crushes skin colour) I was dumbfounded, she was absolutely beautiful I couldn't stop staring until f/n said "oh do you like her she is kinda cute" my eyes widened at this "n-no I don't, I'm not even gay" I said a little defensive "ok ok jeez I was just asking because you were staring at her" I tried paying attention to class after that but to be totally honest I was staring at her the entire time wondering who is she?, were did she come from?, why have I never seen her before?, what's her back story?, is she gay?.... WAIT WHAT did I just think for fuck sake I need to get more sleep at night I can't even think straight (a/n you see what I did there 😉)I didn't really get that much sleep last night I guess?, as I was trying to pay attention to class while starring at her she looked around and then we met eye contact for at least 3 seconds until I adverted my eyes to look at the teacher....that was awkward.
F/n POV
As me and y/n sat at our seats I saw her starring at something, I looked in the direction that she's looking seeing a decently cute girl .
I started to wonder could y/n be gay?, I have never asked and I don't think I have ever heard of her having a crush on a guy and it seems pretty likely, so I did what any normal person would do "oh do you like her?, she is kinda cute" I said in a nonchalant way which made her jump a little bit and get a little defensive "n-no I don't, I'm not even gay" she said almost close to a yell I'm surprised no body heard her "ok ok jeez, I was just asking because you where starring at her" I ended the conversation there knowing damn right that she likes her and as the teacher was teaching, I saw at the corner that y/n was still looking at the girl such thirst jeez.Back to your POV
As class was finished it was lunch YES my favourite time of day, but as we were walking to our sitting area a couldn't stop thinking about that girl she was so hot no homo she was just good looking I don't like her I'm just saying it as in she probably has so many boys after her yeah that's it no need to over think it I don't like her, I'm not gay I'm just comfortable with my sexuality like I should be able to think the same gender looks good looking with out it being gay.
As we sat down I got out my Apple to eat while I watch f/n eat at a packet of chips, I was slightly disgusting by the way that they eat, that's when I saw her again that damn girl I saw in class she was with her group and she sat quite close to our group.
Why the fuck is she here she'd never sat here before why now, it was hard not to stare at her for the whole time because who wouldn't stare like come on she's so pretty she has absolutely Beautiful hair and such perfect skin, I quickly got out of that mind set I'm not gay I have never liked i girl before well I have never liked a boy either but i can't imagine me liking the same gender like I know f/n likes the same gender but I can never like the Same gender not in my life time as I was eating I kept thinking and wondering what this feeling is and why does it get stronger when I look at the girl.🏳️🌈🏳️🌈A/N🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
First chapter finished I hope you enjoyed it I tried hard so I hope you keep reading
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